Pregnant by My abusive boyfriend

4~promises

Jalynn's pov~~
I don't know if I should trust what Ryan said about never hitting me again, I do forgive him but he said he would never hit me before and he just waited a couple months and hit me again, maybe he won't now that I'm pregnant. My thoughts we're cut off by Ryan snapping his fingers in my face. "Did you hear me babygirl?" "No I'm sorry what did you say?" I asked not really caring. "I said when did you find out you were pregnant." Ryan said sounding kinda annoyed "wh-whe-when you were ch-Che-cheating on m-mm-e" Ik what I just said was gonna make him mad. "Princess I only cheated on you because I   Love you and accept your privacy and I was really hurt when you told me you hated me and I didn't know how to get you back without hurting you" he says. "You think cheating on me doesn't hurt me? It fucking kills me, it breaks my heart knowing that the man that I fell in love with rather fuck somebody else than even try to show me any pleasure, these past fucking 2 years all you have done is beat me, lie to me, and treat me like shit, I'm not one of your fucking friends that you can toy around with whenever you fucking want, I'm your fucking girlfriend your supposed to love, support and protect me through all causes, not choke me until I can't breath or punch me in my face or hold me hostage in this house. Dd-do you even love me?" I said. He just looked at me surprised as if he never thought I would say all that, well truth be told I've been holding that all in.

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Ryan's pov~~
I never expected jay to say all that. She asked me if I loved her, and I know I don't, but I don't want my first child growing up with out a day. "Y-yes?" I said hesitantly. It sounded more like a question than an answer. The look on her face says 'I know your lying' she's crying so hard I feel so bad but what can I do she won't even let me hug her.  I don't watch her be sad anymore, I pick her up out of the chair bridal style and carry her and her suitcase up stairs, I gently lay her down on the bed, I open her suitcase and start putting her clothes and makeup away. When I'm done I put on stranger things and get up on the bed with her, I try to cuddle with her but she just moves away. I turn off stranger things and look at her as if she was a diamond and that's when I get up and go into our walking in closet and get the tiny jewelry case and get on one and say "I know usually when somebody does something like this it supposed to be special, but I feel as if every moment with you is special, I cant wait until we have this amazing child, if it's a girl I will  teach her how a man should treat a women and if it's a boy I will teach him the same thing. I want you to know your the best thing that has happened to me these past years, you were there for me through thick and thin, you have seen best and you seen the worst of me but for now on you will only see the best of me. Princess you are beautiful on the inside out, I know I did some stupid things to cause you pain but I promise I will never purposely hurt you again. I love you so so so much, I would die for you and our in-born child, I promise to protect you both with all my power, just please marry me, please become my wife?"

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