Lost || Kim Mingyu Fanfic✔️

A/n

1. You're not diagnosed with DEPRESSION just because you got broke up

2. You're not diagnosed with DEPRESSION just because you're sad for a day and back to normal the next day

3. You're not diagnosed with DEPRESSION just because you feel lonely for not having friends with you

4. You're not diagnosed with DEPRESSION just because you feel lazy and don't feel like doing anything

5. You're not diagnosed with DEPRESSION just because you're tired of shit

DEPRESSION is more complex than you think it is, it's not all about being sad and feeling like doing nothing. You feel like you're in a different world as if you belong there instead, you have suicidal thoughts, sometimes hallucinations, other mental illnesses that is caused by depression such as anxiety (not anxiety in genera but social anxiety and/or anxiety disorder), you feel lile everyone hates you, you began to have more trust issues, you lose faith in shit, you start disliking the shit you have interests like music, hobbies, and even yourself. You even feel like someone or something is always draining your energy away from you everyday and you'll feel slightly happy or energetic  when you have your friends around you but you'll still depressed and afraid inside because you don't believe in anything anymore and you only have your friends or people that you trust! THIS IS DEPRESSION!!! And there is also different types of depression but they have nothing to do with the shit I've listed above! I have "High-Functioning Depression" and most of the crap I've mentioned is about that but it's not like the list I've metioned above!

I just want to help you all who's going through depression. I hope this well surely help you. Especially, to the SHINee fans out there. Stay strong and bright. I know we all misses Jonghyun too. Don't do anything stupid. Get help like me.

🥀❤️Rest In Peace, Angel🥀❤️

You did well, Jonghyun ❤️🥀😇