Vulnerable

Three

Its been a month since Jared found out about me being transgender I'm just so thankful he didn't react like my exes

God I remember what happened last time

*flash back*

"Are you fucking kidding me right now Leon or whatever the fuck your name is? "

"Jake I'm so sorry I should've told you sooner"

"No don't fucking talk to me god I just thought you were asexual or some shit I can't believe I spent 6 months with a Fucking chick and fucking tranny"

"Don't say that please"

"No I'm done don't you or your annoying ass little sister contact me ever"

*end*

And with that he was gone I mean maybe I should tell my partners right away?  I don't know maybe I'm in the wrong I deserved what Jake had said

Jared's arms wrapping around me bring me out of my trance "what's wrong baby?"

I smile and shake my head leaning down and snuggling into his side "nothing babe I'm just sleepy"

Jared chuckles deeply "then go to sleep silly head" I smile and kiss his cheek "I love you so much thank you for loving me for me"

He had already fallen asleep so didn't reply

I try to fall asleep but just can't seem to so I slowly loosen his grip and roll the side of the bed where my phone Is and text Anastasia

I told him

It only takes her a few minutes to reply and unsurprisingly she knows exactly what I'm talking about

Tell me everything! Was he cool with it?!  Was he an ass like you know who?  Do I need to kill him?  If he was an ass you better drop him like let that mango fr but if he's cool with it marry him right now

I laugh at my little sister

He was totally cool with it and he understands and no I'm not gonna marry him... At least not yet.. I love you I'm going back to sleep

I love you too bubba just tell me if anything changes and I'll run in there with a fucking chainsaw I swear

I smile to myself knowing she's not kidding and lay my phone back on the nightstand

Maybe I can get back to sleep I say to myself while tucking back under Jared's arm god his arm is so muscular I wish mine looked like that ugh

I lay there for a few minutes thinking how lucky I am to have him and suddenly I find myself dreaming

"Wake up what are you doing sleeping so late"

I scrunch my eyebrows together and open my eyes "Ana?"

She jumps on top of me "duhhh its freaking 2 in the afternoon"

I jump up knocking her off of me "where's Jared?"

She sits up and gets in my lap "work he told you bye earlier"

I wrap my arms around her into a hug "oh I guess I just don't remember haha"

"Okay so can we go to a coffee cafe today?"

I smile "sure get ready and we'll go"

*Anastasia's  p.o.v*

I jump off leons lap and run into my room

Hmm what to wear

I look threw my closet until I finally decide on a plain black romper with sunflowers on it

I put on my black hightop vans and walk over to my mirror

I decide on just a simple wing and light red eyeshadow

"Lets go bubba I'm hungry"

I walk into his room to see him staring at his chest in the mirror

The scar still slightly visible

"Do you think I look masculine? Do I look like a guy?"

I smile and lean up kissing his cheek

"I happen to think you are the most handsome gentleman around"

I see him smirk and throw on his black T-shirt I roll my eyes

"All black?"

He chuckles "it doesn't look good?"

"Not really lemme help you"

I go into his dresser and find khaki joggers then hop over to his closet

Picking out a white and blue shirt with elbow length sleeves

Then I pull out his black hightop vans that match mine "here throw all this on"

I see him chuckle "ok now im gonna look like a hipster"

I laugh "wait I forgot your beanie"

He rolls his eyes and grabs the black beanie from my hand
**
We get out of the car and head into the cafe

Something catches my eye I see Jared sitting with some guy

"Hey bubba can you go get my charger?  I left it in the car? "

"But we're almost into the cafe though"

I make puppy dog eyes knowing he can't say no to them

I smile once he walks back to car

I quickly run into the cafe and head straight to Jared

I clear my throat and his eyes meet mine and his face automatically drops

"Who is this Jared? "

The guy smiles "oh hello I'm Jake his boyfriend and you are?"

I frown "I'm jared's boyfriends sister Ana"
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