I have always known {A Shawn Mendes and Cameron Dallas fanfic} {boyxboy}

Wait. What?

Shawn's P.O.V (the next day.)

To Taylor:

I really need to talk to you, please can you come over. 

To Shawn:

I'll be over in 10

So far, Taylor is the only one who knows about my secret, well actually both of them. He knows that I have liked Cameron since we met in first grade. He also knows that I know every single one of Camerons thoughts. I don't know how but every since we met I have been able to read his thoughts. They just pop up in my mind like my thoughts would. I don't even know how I figured out that they were his, I guess maybe I just kinda knew somehow. 

Yesterday I was over at Camerons house just hanging out. Then we decided that we would have a movie night. Cam put in The Conjuring. I hated scary movies, they didn't even really scare me. I just thought that they were really stupid but I didn't complain. Nash went to go grab some popcorn and Cam motioned for me to come sit down next to him on the bed. We both rested our backs on the head board. 

He is so  warm, I can't wait for him to get scared so I can cuddle him. Cameron thought.

Wait. What? Why was Can thinking this? Woah, this is weird. It's not like I am complaing though. I love cuddling with him. Though out the entire movie I was curled up in his chest. 

I love this so much. Why can't he just be mine. Wait. Cameron quit thinking that- Camerons thoughts were interupted when a scary part came on. I wonder what he was going to think. I pushed that thought to the back of my mind and snuggled closer to his chest.

After the movie I had to go home. My mom was leaving for a week and she wanted me to be home so she could tell me the rules while she was gone. My sister was at her friends for the week and I was left at home alone. 

I guess that's a good thing. I mean, I could have a party.What am I kidding I only have like 3 friends.

Taylor knocked on the door snapping me out of my thoughts. I rushed down the stairs and answered the door. Taylor gave me a hug. And I hugged back, tightly. 

"What's wrong Shawn?" Taylor let go and looked me in the eyes. 

"Taylor I think that he likes me back."

"Why do you think that?" We walked into my room, he sat on my bed and I sat in my beanbag chair. 

"You rember how his thoughts kinda just come to me?" I looked over at him. "yeah, how could I forget."

"Well, yesterday I was over at his house and he decided to put in a scary movie. I hate scary movies but then I heard Cam thinking about how he can't wait until I get scared so he could cuddle me. So I pretended to be scared."

"Why is that wrong?" He asked while laying back on the bed and telling me to come lay beside him. 

I walked over and layed beside him. I cuddled up to his side and he wrapped his arm around me. I started fiddling with his tiedye shirt. We have also been close so this is completely normal for us.

"Because, I just really don't know. What if he finds out that I have been able to read his thoughts since we were in first grade? How will he react? Will he be angry? Taylor, I am scared why can I do that? Why can I read his thoughts? I don't understand." I cuddled closer to him. 

"Shawn, I don't know. I think he'll be kinda angry at first then realise that you didn't choose to be abled to do that. I also think that you can read his thoughts because maybe you are connected to him in ways that you didn't know."

I thought over what he said. Maybe that is why I have been able to read his thoughts. Maybe we are soul mates or something. What am I kidding, we aren't soul mates. We couldn't be. 

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Yes so there is the second chapter of I have always known. I hope you like it. It took me forever to write or so it feels like. Thanks for reading!