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"hello."

there was a sordid look in his eyes that day, rather than his usual gentle one. my head felt like it was about to burst, a million thoughts jostling for attention at once.

 the last time we spoke, it was november. it's may now. the words from his last text still rung clear: 'i met someone else'. 

'i met someone else'- oh god, do you know how much those words hurt? 'i met someone else'- it makes you think if his new girl is better. no, they're always better. why'd he move on if she wasn't?

my heart still hurts when i see them together- she's a fucking bitch, and she won't treat him right. but it's okay, i say to myself, at least he's happy.

(god. i hope you're fucking happy.)

and... and...

after that brief 'hello', my heart and head shattered, with too many pieces to pick up.

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