the wild one's and their rebels -bridecest Book 1

14

Jinxx

I walked out of the bathroom and back onto my room. I was so pissed it was unbelievable, I can't believe this is happening again. After what has happened recently I really didnt want this to happen until we got our girls back but I know it will be a long time before that happens. "Jinxxy you know you don't have to keep it if you don't want to"

"Jakey that will hurt me more than loosing her if something does happen to her"

"What makes you so sure it's a girl"

"Because it's life. Five father's five daughter's" I looked over at my sleeping husband's and then looked back at Jake. "I love you jakey but I do think after what has happened i don't think having more and more kids is gonna make it better"

"I know jinxxy but if you don't want it we can always do something about it"

"I know that jakey but I can't kill an innocent baby that isn't even born yet" he kissed my lips then gave me a hug. "If they don't want it I will but this point in time I'm keeping"

"What you keeping jinxxy" Cc asked half asleep half awake.

"Your daughter Cc" it took him a couple of seconds to realise what I had said.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry jinxx" I didn't say anything I just walked out of the room and into willows room. I can't talk to any one at the moment I love my boy's but this is hard. I want this child but knowing shadow, rainn, and willow have been taken I can't loose another child because it would hurt me more than it already has. "Jinxxy are you ok"

"Leave me Cc" I say looking over at my husband.

"Jinxx I love you and you know I want this child. Jake told me that if we don't want her you will kill her. You know I don't want that"

"I love you too but I can't let this child be taken like the rest. If something happens to her I would kill myself"

"Nothing will happen to her" Andy said walking over to us

"That's what you said about willow now look where we are at. Every time we have another child we are basically give this person more reasons to hurt us"

"I agree with jinxx" ash said. Jake and him walked over to us hand in hand. Ash kissed me then Cc then Andy. "Think about it. The more times jinxx gets pregnant the more times we will be hurt"

Andy sighed and gave me a kiss. "Jinxxy do you want this child" he asked. He picked me up and he took my seat then put me on his lap.

"Yes and no. It will kill me for killing an innocent child but at least we would've never met her also if we don't have this child they won't have anything else to hurt us with and we don't have to worry about another child going missing"

"Well not to be mean but you have 1 month to decide if you want to keep or not and you know exactly why you only have 1 month jinxxy" Jake said kissing my head.