Gone (Sequel to Adopted By 1D) (ON HOLD UNTIL JAN.)

CHAPTER 1

                                                                      MEKA

So today is my 18th birthday. It's been 3 years since I celebrated it with the boys. The boys are probably having a great time without me. Louis being nice and caring but crazy. Niall being the one that makes sure everyone is involved. Harry making people feel safe. Liam goofing off but making sure everybody is safe. And Zayn being his great self with making everyone smile. Gosh. I miss them. And great. I'm crying.  Okay so new topic. Colton and Bradlyn. They are almost 4 already. It seems like just yesterday they were born. They have grown so much and are such trouble makers! I wish the boys could be here to see this. I bet they would be so surprised at how big the've gotten. But Ace had to ruin that. He had to take me there. He just had to....

"Mommy!" I slam my old diary shut and slip it under my pillows. I quickly swipe my arm across my eyes to get rid of any tears. I let out a gasp as something slams into me.

"Mommy! Mommy! Help the tickle monster is going to get me!" My precious 4 year old girl yells as she jumps up and down on my bed. I sit up and gently sit her in my lap.

"Avalyne Princess please calm down. Mommy isn't up for play time okay?" I kiss Avavlyne's cheek a couple times as she turns to look at me. She gives me the adorable, irresistible puppy dog eyes.

"Avay. Why don't you go hide and I'll come look for you okay?" My savor says. I look over at my son and smile. He has gotten so big. Avalyne nods and hops off my bed. Her tiny feet pad on the floor as she runs out. Avien comes over and sits on the edge of my bed. He gives me a concerned look.

"You were crying." He stats. I sigh and nod. No reason trying to hide it.

"Go ahead and play with your sister. I was just thinking about the past." I push my brown hair out of my face.

" Why won't you tell us your past? All I know are names were changed from the time I was in your office. And that we were on the run. What were you running from?" He looks at me with those beautiful brown eyes.

"Avie..." I start but am cut off by his rough voice.

"No. Don't Avien me. That's not my namemom. Your probably not even our real mom. You are a horrible person. I hate you. I hate you so much." Hespats. I gasp and cover my mouth. Never has one of my children said something like this to me.

"Avien you don't mean that. I am your mom." I grab his hands in mine and look him in the eye.

"You aren't even old enough to be my mom! You would of had to be like 14 when you had me! Oh you slut!" I give him a blank stare.

"Get out." I push off the bed and hop down. He gets off the bed and goes to the door. He stops as he goes to walk out.

"You really were a slut." He gives me a disappointed look and walks out. I take a deep breath and walk out a minute after him. I go into the kitchen and stand up on the stool to get to the top cabinet. I grab my bottle of whiskey then jump down after locking the cabinet back up. I then head back into mine and Mikeal's bedroom. I hop onto my bed and take a gulp of the whiskey. My face scrunches up. It's strong but effective. Good enough for now.

                                                                MIKEAL

I look over at Avien as he sits down with Avay. I wonder where Meka is. I haven't seen her all night.

"Where's you mother?" I ask as I lean back in the chair. He lets out a laugh.