I've been gone for so long, all I know is now I want to return, I want to be alive. Has it been too long since I went away? I'm trying to find my way back, but I can't. I don't know where I am. I'm lost.
No one notices me anywhere, they choose to forget me. I'm a creep. No one wants to help me. When people see me struggling they just turn from me and walk away, no one wants anything to do with me. I wanted to love someone, to be loved back? I wanted someone to look at me and notice me, I don't know understand why people choose to leave me out. Am I actually dead? Is this the end? Will I actually get back? Do I actually want to go back? Why can't I live a normal life? I want to live.
There's this fire burning within my chest, the inside of my chest is burning. ugh. My wrist. Why doesn't everything hurt.... Ughh, everything burns... everything seems so terrifying. What's happening? "Godddd... he-elp..." everything's shutting down, I can feel my self deteriorating... I'm not going to survive.
*sobbing*
"...Trace... baby, wake up please!!! I know you haven't left me. You won't. You will come back for your mother."
*beep beep beep*
"Doctor?! what's happening?!"
*beep beep beep beep*
What's happening? where am I running to? Ahead of me there's this white, bright light shining towards me. why am I running? Everything is burning behind me, everything behind me is on fire! where am i?! I keep running towards the light, it light just gets brighter.
"Tracey, baby, fight for you life! come back to me! Dont give up! baby, leave the past behind to burn, run for your life! you don't have to go through everything alone! I'm going to be here for you..... trace come back!!.."
I'm running out of breath... my heart is beating so fast, everything behind me is on fire, the fire is catching up to me... I can't run any longer. My knees aren't stable enough to carry on running... I tumble over, falling down into nothing which then turns into a big ocean. "Aaahhhhhh"
"Doctor! what's happening?!"
(This was probably really lame, sorry... :(
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