My life as i know it

chapter 11: the seven boys that saved me

After about a week of knowing the seven boys, I finally asked them their names. There was Drew, a short guy with a great personality, Jacob, nice and tried to carry me wherever I went, Micheal, nice but was known as a player, Hunter, very musically talented and very very hot, then the other three who I didn't know that well. "Jacob, put me down." I screamed as Jacob for the thousandth time picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. "No, a perfect princess like you shouldn't have to use your legs." he said with a huge grin on his face and I got a feeling that he was about to do something. What no one knew it was my birthday and I was just going to play it of like nothing special. All the sudden, I feel something soft under me and I find I'm now on a bed in a guest room. I got out of the bed and into the living room, to find an empty room with no lights on. I flipped the lights on and then all you could hear for miles is. "SURPRISE!" everyone said in unison. "What's this for."

"Your birthday silly, oh by the way I held you so much upside down that you pasted out. And here is your prise form me." Before I could ask what, he picked me up and kissed me, I didn't expect it, it was sudden but passionate. I jumped out his arms and ran to my room. I'm not ready for another relationship. Arron and I broke up suddenly and unexpectedly, I just knew that its not okay when someone hits you... before I could finish my thought i heard a light knock on my door and saw it slowly crack to reveal Jacob. "Hey, Bailey. Im sorry. I wasnt thinking, and if you hate me i understand and I'll leave." half way through I just could hold it back and I started to slightly cry which very fast turned into a full out sob."I cant do this anymore, I dont want you to leave but please leave me alone right now." He left and I felt teribble, I ran to my bathroom and decided that my only choice was to cut, I hadnt done it in a while but I felt as if it was needed. I picked up my hair scissors and slowly slid them across my wrist to find my wrist bleeding, I did it about four more times and felt worse."Bailey, your only way out is to... ki..ll.....yourself." I had to slowly say it because I was choking back tears. I ran to the kitchen where I keep all the medecine and got my anti-anxiety, I knew it would be fast and easy with this one. "Bailey, are you okay? Come sit down." I shoke my head "no" and headed for my room. I took one, then two, then three. All the sudden I heard some one come in my room. "Bailey, come here, I know about your past, and dont think I dont." It was Hunter but hes with someone, probably Jacob. I took two more really fast before they came in the bathroom. "Guuuuyys..leeeaave..mee.fooor deeaaad."   

"I won't and why are you... bailey your wrist... you cut, that means you probably. DREW GET THE CAR. WE NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!"