The "Nerds" Secrets

Chapter 5

Alex's POV

My body tenses hearing I
His voice bounce off the walls. Knowing if I don't go back out side and flip the steak he's gonna be even more angry and the punishment is going to be worse. I quietly make my way back out side , I shut the door quickly and run to the grill flipping the steak.

The sizzling sounds of the steak and the smell radiating from it making my stomach growl.

Hands grab my hips forcefully turning around to face my brother, his green eyes piercing my hazel/green ones. I notice them go a shade darker and his jaw tense.

" I thought dinner was gonna be ready when I got home!" he shoves my backwards and into the grill, my forearm touching the burning hot metal.

"Fuck!" I curse cradling the burning skin, then realize what I said I look up seeing him approach me , I instantly curl into a ball covering my head .

That's leaves my mid section open for damage , I feel a sharp pain in my abdomen as he drills his foot into my midsection . Letting out a small noise I try to think of a happy place but unfortunately come up short.

I feel it again and again till it stops , coughing I let out a weak " I'm sorry " he took that as good enough because he left . I lay there a few seconds then roll over so I'm on my hands and knees pushing my self up slowly, I place my hand in the plastic of the stove stabilizing my self. I straighten up the pain in my stomach intensifies, I hunch back over turning off the grill and placing the steak on a plate . Walking slowly I eventually make my way to the dining area placing the plate gently on the table. I go back to the kitchen grabbing the container of corn from the micro wave and scoop some onto his plate , placing the silverware next to it.

" your shit is on the table " I mumble walking past him to my room .

"What the fuck did you just say " he says angrily I turn to him with a sweet smile .

"I said your stuff is on the table " I turn back around the smile quickly dropping from my face .

I make my way upstairs to my room , quietly shutting my door. I smell a waft of poo , scrunching up my nose I look around and see my dog wagging his tail. I let out a frustrated scream, storming into the bathroom grabbing toiletpaper. I pick up the poo and flush it down the toilet, I walk back out of the bathroom after washing my hands looking at my dog.

"Anything else I should know about ?" I place my hands on my hips, he wags his tale . not knowing whether or not he means yes or no but I take it as a no.

I let my arms drop to my sides and I walk to my bed, laying down the soft sheets make me sigh in content. I close my eyes wrapping my arms around my stomach tightly , but not tight enough for it to hurt where I was previously kicked.

I jolt backwards feeling something cold and wet touch my face. I open my eyes to see my dog, happy as can be directly in front of my face.

" ugh I missed you too just lay down" I groan rolling into my stomach , slight pain radiates through my body but at this point I don't care. I feel him jump on my but making my body sink slightly .

" baby get off" I say into the pillow and wiggle my butt alittle. He doesn't listen but he moves upwards to the curve of my back and lays over it. I laugh and shake my head.

Its actually kinda comfortable.

The heat from him , starts to make me warm, smiling I start to doze off. Until I hear the door slam open I jolt up and so does my dog. I look at the door seeing a very pissed off brother.

What did I do?

"What did you do?!" he laughs bitterly .

Well shit I think I said that out loud.

No shit.

" what haven't you done?!" I see the empty bottle of ..  Something I can't see it from this far.

I don't answer nor do I move I just look at him my eyes wide and my dog...isss licking my hand. Disgusting .

" nobody likes you! You're just a worthless , fat, whore! Why are you still here? What's stopping you from killing your self? Remember side ways for attention vertical for results" he spits at me referring to my cuts.

I physically wince, each word effortlessly stabbing me. I see him throw the bottle I flinch and cover my head , it misses me hitting the wall behind me . This seems to make him angrier.

Fuck me And my life with a golden spoon.

" you stupid bitch" I runs at me I try to dodge his hand , but he grabs a fistful of my hair. I grab him wrist trying to get him to let go, but its doesn't work.

He dragged me out of my bed so I'm standing.

"Ow please let go!" I scream in pain as his fist tighten.

"Good!" I screams back and throws me on the floor , I manage to turn and land on my side. My hip hits the ground along with my shoulder, pain shooting through my arm and leg.

I get up and make a dash for the stars but before I can even take the first step I feel my self falling forward.

This was stupid I could have ran annnyyyy where else and I choose the stairs... A+!

I tuck my self in a ball as I hit every stair with more force than the last. I let out a scream of pain as I finally hit the bottom. I feel like I can't move , every muscle in my body feels stiff.. To add to it i feel a sharp pain in my back where he kicked me.

" fuck!!!" I scream , I open my eyes so see him smiling and walking away. The pain gets to much , my eye lids feel heavy. I see my dog in front of me looking concerned , I slide my hand slowly over the tile closer to him.

He licks my hand, I can't help but smile as he comes and lays with me. Then..

Everything goes black and I lie motionless on the floor .

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Alrighty another chapter , I'm sorry it takes me so long to update . it takes me a good amount of time to finish a chapter ... So I'm sorry but yeah there's that 😙 bye my lovelies