Am I okay?

.Lies.

I'm not okay. I haven't been in a while.

I got left in the dust when all I needed was someone to hold. You decided I wasn't good enough anymore.

I thought we were doing good. You told me I changed you for the better. I guess it didn't work then.

You lied to me. I pretended I didn't know and you believed it, so I guess I lied to you too. You told me you loved me, another lie.
Said we'd be together forever. Lie.

I wanna say I've moved on. That would be a lie as well. To be honest with you I haven't. But I don't want you back like I did before.

The first couple days, you could ask for me back and I wouldn't hesitate, but now? I don't want you.

I want to say I hate you. I really do. But that would be a lie. I don't love you anymore though. God no, but you still mean a lot to me.

You want nothing to do with me anymore, I wish we could just talk though. I'm sorry it turned out this way.

So no, I'm not okay. I'm not looking for your pity though. Because slowly, but surely, I will be okay. And it'll be without you.