gone. I'm gone. I try to act like I'm still here but I can't be.
You left and you took a part of me with you, but you left the part of yourself.
You're in everything I do. I can't hear specific words or be specific places or even SEE specific thINGS WITHOUT THINKING OF YOU. I JUST. DONT. UNDERSTAND.
I don't. I can't wrap my head around it.
That part of me is gone. I just wish it was the part that had you with it. Cause god, I want you OUT.
You make me MAD. You make me UPSET.
I just have the urge to sCREAM AT YOU.
but that's not why we're here. Is it? If I show you I'm still hurting then you win. And you can't win. I told you, I ALWAYS win. I have to prove that.
I've been disconnected.
I know! You took the part of me that was happy. You took my happiness. My happiness was my friends and maybe you didn't take my friends but you took the part of me that made them like me.
You've made me lose the only people that mattered in my life. You used to be one of them but GOD I WISH YOUD STOP ROAMING MY MIND.
I wish-
I wish you were gone.
YOU ARE READING
Am I okay?
PoetryMy certain "you" is a person. They're gone and I'm slowly learning how to deal with it. This book is completely non fiction, as it's every thought straight from my head.
