Am I okay?

.finally.

You finally answered.

You told me.

I had to fight you, I really did.

You called me names,
You told me you lied to me.

As if I didn't know.

"you didn't let me do what I wanted" bullshit.

You really thought I believed you the day you said you were going up to the valley with your friend? Yeah I knew where you were.

I told you it didn't matter but it did.

It broke me.

But now, that I know, it wasn't really anything I did.

Everyone has preferences, you didn't fit mine.

You never wanted a future with me

You only wanted a future with the drugs.

You told me that. Said (in your own words)
"nah bih I never wanted you. I only want a future with da gang"

Classy.

I'm not hurt. I'm relieved.

Now I see who you really are,

You're a shit person.

Finally, now that you're out of my life, things are starting to feel okay again.

Finally, I feel like I'm going to be okay.