My Bucket List Before I Die

Chapter 2

fast forward tayo sa hospital! ! :)

After having several tests done, the doctor walks back in.

Dr. : "Miss Alyssa" ( he said in his monotone voice, pausing for a second)

Me : yes doc, is there any problem ?

Dr. : My team and I discovered, you have this disease called Brain Cancer may tumubong abnormal cells sa utak mo or so called tumors.and after doing some more research on it, my team and I found out that you only have 1 year to live. ( he said with no real expression on his face. )

Millions of thought we're going through my mind at that moment and at that time tumigil ang mundo ko, I couldn't think straight. I was just told that i had only 1 year to live, how isanyone supposed to react to that? alangan naman na tumalon pa ako sa tuwa diba ?

The first thing that came to my mind, which was deny everything

Me : No no no !! this can't be happening, this is a joke. Please doc sabihin niyo sakin na nagbibiro lang kayo, and that i'll be fine and have as long as I want to live.

Dr. : I think it would be best if you let your family know, here give them this note, I am truly sorry that there isn't much we can do. But I know you and your family will make the right decision.

binigay niya sakin yung noteand sabay takbo papalabas ng hospital umiiyak... what do you supposed to expect diba kung malaman mo ang sakit mo :( sad nuuu? malala pa binigyan ka na ng taning kung hanggang kelang ka nalang mabubuhay. why oh why ??

tinakasan ko yung driver ko and pumunta ako sa friend ko si Kate, siya yung taong labasan ko ng sama ng loob to describe her  she was a very smart girl and one of my bestfriends. We grew up together and treat each other like sisters, I don't know what will happen without each other. And now I need to tell her everything hope she won't cry kasi ayoko nakikita siyang umiiyak. I went to their house swerte ko namanandun siya.

Kate : Alyssa are you ok ? (and she had that puppy look on her face.)

I had no clue how to tell her, I couldn't just tell her I was gonna die, that's really hard for my bestfriend.

Me : I'm kind of sick and I can't really do anything about it, but I'm just fine just a little sad about everything. ( with matching fake smile pa yun ahh siyempre it will help kahit konti ).

Kate : sabi mo ehh .. pero sis tell me ano ba talaga yang problema mo ? share mo yn baka gumaan pa yang pakiramdam mo.

Me: ( inabot ko sa kanya yung note ) just read it :(

Kate : omg sis !! are you joking ? tell me hindi to totoo ..

Me : Maniwala ka pa sa hindi .. oo totoo yan at wala na akong magagawa pa para baguhin yan .. wala ehh ito talaga ang kapalaran ko:) just help me na masabi ko to sa family ko.

Kate : ( ianakap niya ako while crying ) i will sis , i will.. And I promise to makeyour last day here so memorable :) mag bestfriend tayo diba ? kaya gagawin ko lahat, dadamayan kita sa oras na kelangan mo ng makakausap:)

Me : thank you sis you're so kind to me :) best bud ever! !