I remember the last night I was with you,
I traced your lips with my fingers
looking in your eyes,
hoping I could see that love you're talking about.
I tried..
tried so hard to read your face
tried so hard to read you.
Looking back,
I felt so alone.
I told you to stay,
You said No.
I tried again,
but that look in your face made me stop.
That look like you just wanna sleep
and make the night passed.
I felt so sad
like I'm having a hard time breathing.
I told you that would be our last night together,
still, you slept like I didn't mattered to you.
I woke up feeling completely alone again,
I kissed you,
Hold your hand,
make you cuddled with me.
I know I'm forcing myself to you,
but I'm trying to hold on your word that you love me.
Come morning,
we're saying our goodbyes.
I looked in your eyes again,
hoping I could see the same emotion I'm feeling,
but again..
I failed.
You told me you're gonna call me,
You told me you're gonna make me come again,
You told me we're gonna be together again.
I waited,
I waited for a fvcking month.
I wanted to tell you that I bought the dream catcher necklace that you're looking for,
I wanted to tell you that I can't stop talking about you,
I wanted to tell you that I was thinking of you when I was in Baguio,
Still thinking of you when I was in Pampanga,
and hella thinking of you when I'm in Makati.
But no,
you never once called me..
I believed in you..
I loved you..
You're so good,
you played me like a deck of cards.
And let me tell you one thing,
you played it well.
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Dio's Note:
This is for you. Thank You.
I guess you got your prize then, thank you for playing.
