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6.

Only a few minutes had passed when a different detective entered the door. Her brown hair fell just below her shoulders, and the first thing I noticed about her was her prominent hazel eyes.

"Hi I'm Sargent Benson. You can call me Olivia if you want"

"Hi" I responded trying to dry any remaining tears on my face.

"So were going to need to go to the hospital in a little bit..."

I guess worry crossed over my face because Olivia stopped what she was previously saying.

"It's okay, it's okay. Your not in trouble, and I'll stay with you the whole time. But first I need to ask you a few more questions that might be able to help us."

"Questions about what?"

"Your sexual history."

"Umm okay." Was what came out of my mouth. I was not okay with this, and I think Olivia noticed it too.

"Have you had sex before you came here and started working?"

"Umm no."

"Okay, and I'm assuming you've got your first period before you came to New York."

"Yeah."

"Have you ever had any pregnancy scares?"

"No. Condoms are policy, and I take the free birth control from the clinic on 5th street". I could tell she was surprised by my answer.

"And have you ever orgasmed?"

"Sometimes I would fake it to get it over with, and sometimes I didn't want to buy I couldn't stop it. Probably because I'm such a whore."

"Sarah, it's not your fault. You were raped. That is just a physical reaction. It's like sneezing; even if you don't want to, you can't help it."

"But I chose that. I chose to have sex with all of them." I cried

"Sarah, you did what you had to do to make it out of a bad place, and survive."

I was silenced except for my cries.

"Okay, how about we go to the hospital now" the Sargent asked. I shot her a look that told her I was scared of the world. I was scared of almost everything.

"It's okay. I'll won't leave your side. I promise you'll be safe with me." She said extending her hand out to me. I grabbed it taking any bit of comfort I could find. With that we walked out of the room. I saw 4 other people's stares on me. Some of them I knew from earlier and some of them were complete strangers.

When we got to Olivia's car, I observed every part of it. It was all black, and it looked like a cop car with no police sticker on it. I got in behind the passenger seat. The interior was all black leather. I sat and started out the window, occasionally looking in the rear view mirror to see Olivia's eyes. I felt safe with her. Eventually we arrived at mercy hospital. We were escorted through the hospital and into a room by a nurse. She gave me a gown and told me to change behind the curtain in the corner. Olivia stood outside the curtain and placed every article of my clothing into plastic bags. I tied the paper thin gown around my cold frail body. I had countless bruises from all the men who weren't satisfied. Olivia held my hand as a rape kit was done. I watched as the flash of a camera exposed my bruises. It was all tolerable until the exam exam. I put my legs in the stirrups and tried my best to stop my screams and winces as the pain conspired me. Afterwards Olivia brought me some old clothes. Sweatpants, a hoodie, and slides. I took my first hot shower in months. I let the water burn my skin, this pain was superficial. After that I went back to the precinct to sleep in a bed, for the first time in months.

A/N: This is as far as I am taking this story. You guys can ponder the rest of this story, or I am encouraging you to write the rest of the story. The foundation is built, I want to see where you guys take the rest of the story. If you do choose to continue this story please message or contact me in another way, and give me credit for my work. You guys are great. Go. Take this story further. I love you guys.  

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