4 weeks after Mina's Death
We morn upon her death....I lost her...
I lost My love and Best Friend
Our friends and family came for Mina's Funeral....
My heart was Devastated...Half of me was Gone
My love was gone....
Day and Night I cry..i cried till my eyes were so puffy and red....
I didnt attend to school....I was broken really broken..though i said i'd let her go and let her Rest...
I missed her...I missed her so much..I wanna see her again...Hug her,be with her ....
So i thought about Killing myself......
Everything was already set up....
The rope was ready.....
I was about to Fix upon my head to the rope then suddenly Our maid called me out saying Mina's Parents Came and wanted to see me...I stoped and went down to the living room
There i saw her mom she was healthy...so as her dad...both of them were happy
I guess the both of them Already moved on...they moved on that fast
"Chaeyoung" her mom hugged me
"Dear we came here to see you and give you this *she handed a paper*
She loved you so much Chaeng and mina wanted you to be happy
Maybe not now but someday the pain will be gone and you will be able to move on
Just to let you know chaeyoung The both of us will be here for you"said Mrs Myoui
After a few moments of chiti chatting They bid thier goodbye....
Chaeyoung's Pov
I went back up stairs and went to my bed...I opened the letter and Started reading it..
Dear Chaeyoung,
Hey Cub! if you are reading this im probably gone...Im sorry if i left you Love...
It was hard for me to leave you...but then my eyes finally closed....Thank you for The memories we shared..you always make me Happy......Chaeyoung I Love you thats why im letting you love another person..Im sure when time comes you will find another person who can offer you so much more than me ....Love,find a woman who loves you much more than i did...Find a woman that you can depend on....find woman who can be a Great wife and a good mother to your kids...im sorry if i cant Fullfil my promises,Live my dear love,I want you to live and be happy....Even tho i want you to keep for my own happiness...but lol i already left and soon maybe we will be together Hahahahahah i love you Chae...Be Happy ok? dont morn over me,trust me im happy ...If you are crying!stop it you should really stop it i will be mad if you still cry over me......Our Future Family Plans chae...i want you to do it with the right person...I love You my smol Cub
~ love Mina❤️
I cried like a baby.....i cried out for her name......Unknowingly i drifted into deep sleep
"I love you too mina, ill start over again,I promise"
