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My name Myra Jay and I'm 15. I started Richard High today. I'm new here and don't no anyone. I walked in the bathroom and looked at my self. Boy was I ugly. I laughed at my comment. I got in the tub and stood up to wash up since the shower didn't work. I finished and got out. I ran to my room and shut the door.

I put on under clothes and started to find something to wear. I barely had any tho. I didn't care fr I just prayed to god that things will work out for me. I'm plus size and found a size medium large shirt. This should be embarrassing but o well u don't go to school to please people right?

I found some baggy pants and put them on. I found my shoes from last year by my air bed. They were Nike's. Those were my first name brand shoes that my mama bought for me. I happily put them on and grabbed my jacket since its fall and went to the kitchen. I saw my grandma in there making coffee with a bright smile. I gave her a hug cus I love seeing her.

She takes me to school wen my mama not around. I didn't find nothing to eat so I told her let's just go I don't wanna be late. We drove off and I realized I ain bring my bag. My grandma noticed to and pulled out a brand new bag filled wit I'm guessing supplies. "here u go baby" she said. I smiled and gave her a kiss on the cheek. We pulled up and I got out. I waved bye and walked inside the school.

When I walked in I saw all designer things. I suddenly felt unwanted.People was starring at me funny and laughing. I felt sad. Here it is a big fat ugly light skin wit natural hair walks in wit basically trash on. I wanted to cry but like I said u don't come to school to impress people.

I went to the office and asked the lady in the front desk where I suppose to be. "What grade your in hun"? 10th I said. "Whats tour name"? My name is Myralynn Jay Harris. "OK.....heres your schedule Miss.Harris. I thanked her and left to go find Mr.Pete's class. I got there and opened the door. Thank god I was early.

I sat at the verybback so no one could look at me. I sat there waiting for the class to start. I grabbed my bag and decided to look inside. I saw composition notebook s pencils and pens and other things. I saw snacks and waters. I thought wow my grandmother really loves me.

I was gonna zipp it up until I saw this big hard back book. It was called "Played". It looked very interesting. I opened it and 500$ came out. I was happy asf but there was a note. It read

"Hey baby girl I decided that I was gonna go away for awhile grandma need some time to think about the situation your in. I was going to take u with me sweet pea but your starting school today. I know I didn't say a word about this in the car but I just didn't want you to go bananas over it. Don't worry I'll be fine and you will to. Here's a number you need to call when u get out. She will explain everything to you baby don't worry things WILL get better. Grammy loves u . xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox"

I sat there crying in my head. I didn't notice the class grew. I guess everyones coming in now. I fixed my things and sat up strait. I watched as people walked in. Some were super cute boy wise. They were all coming to the back towards me. They was lookin funny at me cus I guess the back there territory. Everyone filled a seat but next to me my seat was empty. The bell rung and this boy walked in and I know he had to sit by me. I felt my heart race. He looked like he was trappin and all that, to koo.

He sat next to me and started to talk to this boy on the other aisle. I guess I was invisible. Mr.Pete started to talk to a student so the boy said switch spots with me to this other boy. They switched when he wasn't lookin. I was hurt cus nobody wanted to sit by me. I just stop thinking and looked straight ahead.

Hello students my name is Mr.pete. I will be your teacher all day except p.e. Now i know that sound not quite right but they changed things round here. So anyways for the first day I want to get to know each and every one of you. So let's play a get to know each other game. Now we gon go around and I want to hear your name and and something about you.

People started to say they name and stuff. I learned the boys in the back name . But then it was my turn.

Umm my name is "Fatty"..... somebody said. The whole class started laughing. I felt embarrassed and i know I was red. Smh I just wanted to leave. I put my head down and ignored them. This was gonna be a longggg day.......

-Jay