Neverland

Knives and Pens

Chapter Six: Knives and Pens

-Andy's POV-

I put the blade away and pull out my notebook.. I decide to start writing....

Alone at last we can sin and fight...

And I've lost all faith in this blurring light...

Stay right here we can change our plight...

Storming through this despite what's right.

I'm writing down what my heart feels. I don't know what to do anymore... I decide to keep writing...

One final fight for this tonight,

Whoa oh oh

With knives and pens we made our plight...

Whoa oh oh.

Lay your heart down,

The end's in sight...

Conscience begs for you to do what's right...

Every day it's still the same dull knife...

Stab right through and justify your pride...

Great I'm fucking crying now... I can't let the others see... They all think I might be dead... Well no one cares enough to come see me...

One final fight for this tonight...

Whoa oh oh

With knives and pens we made our plight...

Whoa oh oh.

Well I can't go on,

Without your love you lost you never held on...

We tried our best,

Turn out the light, turn out the light...

One final fight for this tonight...

Whoa oh oh.

With knives and pens we made our plight...

Whoa oh oh.

Well I can't go on...

Without your love you lost you never held on...

We tried our best,

Turn out the light.

Turn out the light!

I decided to call this one "Knives and Pens". I reached for the blade again but decided against it. I can't lose too much blood... Ugh. I'm such a fuck up..

-Sky's POV-

I decide to go see Andy. I walk over to were Ash put him to see him sitting up with his notebook.

"Andy! You're ok! Thank God!" I say and run over and sit beside him and throw my arms around him. "Sky..." He whispers. I hug him and start crying. "I-I thought I lost you... I don't know what I would do without you..." I cry into his shoulder. He hugs me back. I stand up. "I'll be right back." I say and run over to the guys. "Ashley! CC! Dahvie! Jayy! Andy's awake!! He's okay!!" I say and throw myself into Ashley's open arms. "Come on let's go see him." CC says while we follow. I hold Ash's hand and we all gather around him. "Andy! Bro! I thought we lost you!" CC says giving Andy a bro hug. Andy laughs and smiles and looks up at us. He drops his gaze to the ground when he sees me and Ash holding hands. Is he jealous?

-Andy's POV-

Could they not hold hands in front of me? They don't give a shit about me... Would they even care if I died? I shove CC off of me and stand up. I take out a cigarette and light it and walk away. I go over to the blood stain on the ground. I grab the glass lying there and shove it in my pocket. I can feel everyone looking at me. "Fuck off!" I snap angrily at them. They all sigh and walk away. I finger the glass in my pocket... But I shove the thought to the back of my mind.