Loving The Heartless Again

3.Realizing Mistakes

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Shivaay's Pov-

That idiot girl of mine, left me again!
Sighed!

I really wanted to call her mother and ask her what she had done during her pregnancy, she was running somewhere in marathon or what! Or what the hell she had eaten at that moment that her daughter born to run away from her problems.

I really miss her, I really do.

But that didn't mean I wasn't angry on her, well me and anger had become best friends since I fell in love with her.

Sometimes I really wonder, what's there between us that even though we keep breaking each other, hurting each other but just couldn't get over each other.

It's totally insane!

My thoughts broken by Nia, as always she was helping me to maintain my sanity and urge to drink alcohol again.

Sometimes I really felt lucky to have her by side, she understood me like no one else... But My Lady doesn't count in no one right!

I still remembered all those days when she had tolerated all my flaws, my imperfections and more than that my Heartless behavior and maybe that's the reason,
she was, she is and she'll be the best thing that ever happened to me.

"Shivaay wanna have some coffee? " Nia asked with concerned.

"sure.. " I replied without any interest.

She immediately started preparing coffee for us and someone knocked the door.

"Yes... " I invited that person.

"Armaan... " Nia looked up with so much excitement, I had never seen her like that ever since I met her.

He just smiled brightly and encircled her in side hug. Then he hugged me too.

"What a pleasant surprise, I thought you just left as there's no project going on here anymore... " She said with some emotional tone I guess.

"Yeah, as ma'am left... " he looked at me with pity in his eyes,

Hell Wow! Just Wow!
The great Shivaay Singh Oberoi has to face this from others now.

I really don't like this sympathetic and pity look.

So, I just glared him in response, being Heartless always work.

"I was also ready to go but then I realized, I was forgetting something here so I came back " he replied with Blush!

"What you forgot Ammy??? " Nia asked, giving me another shock; Ammy! When this happened!

"I forgot to take most precious thing in my life " He replied sheepishly.

"Cut the crap and tell me what you want... " I yelled.

"actuallyiwantyourhelptoproposmygirl" he said too fast, that too in a go.

"What??? " I asked with confusion as I hadn't get anything what he said.

"I... I want your help to propose my girl ... " he said again, now directly staring into Nia's eyes.

"Oh okay... But why you need my help!!

I mean as far as I remember, I haven't started new business of "Love Guru " yet... " I looked at Nia, she was blushing while Armaan was trying to get my help and yeah! I was enjoying teasing them a lot.

"Actually Sir... The girl who took away my heart is a big fan of yours...
I mean she always told me how you love someone so madly deeply and whatever you do to make her yours whenever you get chance, your romantic way and all...

In short, she's huge fan of your love story and the way you had proposed... " He was going to continue but that subject was too sensitive to hear for me yet so I cut it off.

Oh! I see.

Now I got it, what's going on here.

Love is in the air!

I smirked evily.

"Are you sure you want this, I mean... You are seriously ready to enter in living hell, Let me warn you of what you're getting yourself into;

You're about to deal with a girl's hormones, her anger, her flaws, more than that you have to always chase the girl if she runs away, if you won't chase again and again then she will again become mad at you and will run again, and more importantly you won't have any idea why she's doing this at all!!!!

her pms situation and her casual mood swings. Well, it's call casual mood swings but believe me, when you experience it you will know for sure that how unique it is!

This shall be an emotional roller coaster, except this one has NO BELTS, and only stops when it wants to!
Once you will get in to it, it's like a mysterious rollercoaster you just can't come out of it in any way.

You just can't stay away from her and
She won't let you come near her.

It's insane totally insane.

Be prepared to ask yourself, a million times; what you did to upset her. Because! She won't tell you what she feels, inside her feelings, which lie deeper inside her feelings, and feelings she has yet to feel.

You won't have any idea why she's mad at you when all you want get closer to her.

If you go closer to her, then your love will be called as Lust and if you prefer to stay away from her, you'll be called as Heartless.

In short,

It's always your fault, accept it or accept it. There's no any other options!

So, are you ready??? " I didn't realize I was actually acting like Pyaar ka punchnama series boy type. That Indian movie which I saw yesterday night surely got into my head.

I looked around and found, Nia and Armaan were staring at me with complete shock.

Well no wonder, I was shocked too.

The coffee mug which Nia was holding, fell down from her hand and her jaw dropped down.

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