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"if life is a movie, you're the best part"
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JIMIN'S P.O.V

"she is okay."

the doctor said to me.
thank God, but why?
why did she do that to herself.
why did she hurt herself, why did she want
to die, why did she want to disappear?

"thank you doc!"

i said with a smile and a bow,

"oh by the way sir, uh since she tried to commit suicide since the slitted arms was major, she is maybe depressed."

.......

"we have too check her up, we NEED too"

i had to allow that, i'm am the only guardian who went, to check on her and accept stuff in her daily basis.

but what if she's depressed, what if she needs to stay in some kind of hospital, i still want to see her and love her.

doctors here let them stay IN the hospital for safe circumstances.

but this is for her, i love her.

"sure doc, check her to be safe"

i made a light smile while bowing again to go inside the room Hyerin's in.

"hyerin...are u okay?"

while opening the door, i saw her beautiful face again, but her look with dark eye circles and and messy hair, dry lips.
with slitted arms and dark red bruises on her arm.

she is a mess, but my beautiful mess.

oh why did she do that.

"jimin......"

she said smiling with teary eyes.

(HYERIN'S P.O.V)

"i'm sorry for doing this"

i was in guilt, i did this because of him
and other reasons that i must and really die,
because what's the use of having your death
after 100days when you know you're gonna die.

but i realised i still got days to months to live to be with him, so i must embrace the moment with him.

i love him and i would do everything for him.

Jimin ran up to me, then he gave me a warm smile saying,

"why did you do this to yourself, i don't want you hurt and i don't want you hurting yourself."

I lowered my head saying,

"sorry, i'm to dumb to think of myself only"

he went near me with worried eyes,

"n-no-oooo don't say that you're not dumb, you are so perfect in your own ways"

then he caressed my cheeks,

"it's okay i'm here, i'm always here"

we were looking at each others eyes again

then the same thought came and the memory from the car came back,

his lips on mine, the sweet taste on his lips.

then he quickly letted go,

"i-i-im sorry, i-i-i remembered you didn't like m-m-me"

i wanted more i missed him,

"n-o-o it's okay.....continue."

then we had a sweet make out session,

in the hospital.

-day 20 ended-

[A/N]

OHMAY GOD SHOULD I MAKE A BOOK ABT SMUTS LIKE TELL ME PLS CAUse LIKE i dont know.

but so sorry for late upload :(( i was to busyyy.

•anyways ily guys vote and comment•

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