Sleepless nightmare

endless pain

KENNYS POINT OF VIEW!!!!!!!

I was about to pull the trigger when Butters jumped on me causing me to miss aim where I was going to shoot and ended up shooting Butters in the stomach.

I ran up to him and started trying to stop the bleeding but it was to late, as I could see the light drain from his beautiful lapis eyes. Tears started to form in my eyes and I couldn't stop myself from crying loudly into Butters chest.

I ran my hand through his sandy blonde hair as I slowly whispered into his ear "Buttercup p-please w-w-wake up"
My mouth struggling to find words as I looked at him through my blurred vision his eyes looked open but they weren't seeing me, his ears seemed to be hearing but they weren't hearing me but worst of all his lips were open but they weren't talking to me.

This was all to much for me so I staggered over to the gun that lay by Butters and I lifted it back up to my head and pulled the trigger.

But nothing happened Butters had been taken by the only bullet I had left so I decided I needed to call someone, but who?
Everyone would think I killed him on purpose because even though I loved Butters but when ever I became drunk (which was most days seeing as I needed to drown the world out) I would react on horrible, horrible ways sometimes I verbally did things but more often than not I would beat people, mainly the people I really cared about, which just so happened to be Butters.

There was only two people  who knew of my feelings for Butters the only to people in South park who were openly gay and were always together, so I rang them...