RANDOM SHIT BY ME BOOK#1

Random#50

(Yeah,I'm finally at part 50!

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Warning,this will get very emotional in......)

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*inhales*

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Do you know how sad I get whenever I go on someone's profile and see a book thats titled "suicide note"?.Well,lets just say.......I feel a mix of emotions.....like:

Anger

Sadness

Disappointment 

I feel angry because a person I care about is leaving this planet called earth

I feel sad because i'll never see them again

I feel disappointed because they think suicide is the answer to their problems,which really isn't

I know it's hard to get rid of all this sadness and pain that your feeling inside of you......

I've had that experience before

Like for example:

"When I was younger,like maybe 9-11 years old,I was bullied because of a mental disorder that I was born with.i absolutely HATE it.i HATE being treated like shit.I HATE being left out.i HATE having no friends.kids would look at me and laugh,call me an idiot,and push me around.now that I'm a teenager (I'm like,13-14,I use either one),the pain varies.sometimes I hurt myself ,(unless if I wake up with a cut on my waist,leg,or arm),or I just think of scenarios where I don't exist.now let's get to the most recent thing:

For about a week straight,I was bullyed by someone (not saying who).we had a lot of good times together,until they suddenly started acting all edgy and stuff.they would say stuff like:"go kill yourself,I wish you didn't exist",and many more.i tried,and tried,and tried to cheer them up,but nothing worked,so I gave up.until last night,when they realized their mistake.after realizing what they've done to me,they apologized and said that they will never,ever,do it again.and since I'm nice,I trusted them to keep their promise.

*sighs*

[i'm like,mildly depressed now,but not to the point where I wanna commit suicide]

If you want to die,well......don't do it,please.if you do,you'll be leaving people that care about you,like me,behind.

Suicide is NEVER THE ANSWER

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I know one of you guys are in pain,but dying young won't get rid of it.

Trust me,I learned that the hard way when I tried commiting suicide,SEVERAL times in the past.

{this rant,or whatever it is,ends now.i know that atleast one of the people I tagged are depressed,so I wanna try and help them,and not give up.....like I did with that one person}