Heart Broken

a/n

This is a letter to my unborn child. We were told yesterday our baby has no heartbeat. This is a very sad mama writing to her child that will never be born. That being said if any positive thoughts or paryers are welcome! I may update more as i go through this process I don't know as of right now. I don't know how to make chapters. I am posting this from my phone so if it says I updated this look for the next paragraph as i don't know how to make chapters.

As I am sitting here crying thinking about how I will never count your 10 fingers and 10 toes. How I will never see your beautiful eyes or kiss your head. I am heart broken to think you will never grow. But take peace in the knowledge that you are now my little Angel baby. I never knew the pain of loss so

grate until I never heard your little heartbeat. I will always love you but as of now we am just your heart broken mommy and daddy!

I am laying in bed thinking about who you would have looked like. Would you have looked like your daddy or mommy? Would you have had my noes and daddy's eye's? Maybe you would have had your grandfather's ears. The hardest question that I keep thinking about is would you have been a baby boy or a baby girl? I can't even name you because I don't know if you were my mommy's baby boy or daddy's little girl. Well until next time our beautiful angel baby mommy and daddy love you with every piece of our broken hearts! One day we will see you at heavens gates until then have a blast with your grate grandparents!

Well I guess I an learning to accept the pain. As hard as it is to accept I know that I have to. I am throwing myself into making a blanket to keep myself busy so I don't sit around thinking of our loss. Your Daddy and I decided that you would have been a girl and gave you a name. Your our little Anna Elizabeth. So Anna Mommy and Daddy Loves You and will write more later. Until then hugs and kisses form the both of us!