Math

twelve

"what are you doing?" i hear that familiar deep voice ask.

"none of your damn business, harry."

i continued sitting there, knowing that harry wouldn't like me acting like he was nothing.

did he forget that that's exactly what he did to me?

finally to my reprieve, i see headlights off into the distance.

"alright tori, playtime is over. there's a semi coming."

i didn't listen to him, though. i stayed seated. my plan was that whenever the semi was close enough, i was going to stand up.

i deserved to die. i put harry through pain because i was too broken for him.

i killed an innocent baby who's only mistake was having me as it's mother.

my mother is probably so ashamed of me.

not only did i not follow god's guidelines, but then i killed the gift he presented to me.

i've hurt so many, now it's time to help them.

"tori!" i could hear him screaming at me.

the semi was closer now, very close.

i stood up, spreading my arms out.

"i deserve this, harry!" i yelled, looking over to see him crying.

"victoria!" he screamed at the top of his lungs.

i shut my eyes, waiting.

i could feel it in front of me, but then it was gone.