Rigby's POV
As we pull up to the park, I start to get a bit anxious. Jeremy must be able to see it on my face, " Woah, chill out Rig, it'll be okay. Call me whenever." He gives me a kiss on the cheek as the car comes to a stop in front of the house. I half ass a smile, take my bag and get out. Before, Jeremy's words and kiss calmed me down, but now my heart is trembling at the idea of me and Mordecai alone.
As I walk into the house to put my stuff down, I see Mordecai coming down the stairs, he smiles a bit and I hesitate before nodding up. "Hey Rigby, what's up?" He says. I'm already petrified, I'm assuming we're gonna pretend like nothing between us happened right? "Uhh, nothin much... Uh what do we have to do today?" I say nervously. He looks me up and down before responding, "setting up chairs for a party and then snackbar till 3:00." We both let out a sigh then simultaneously say "ugh I hate the snackbar" I look at him with a smile and laugh, him as well. I put my hand over my face, I can tell I'm blushing like crazy. But, maybe things will be okay today.
"Ah dude thank god, it's 2:30, we can get the hell outta here soon." Mordecai says, resting his head on the snackbar table. I just kinda look at him and smile. One side of my brain is reminding me how cute he is. I can see the dark brown roots of his hair that fade to a blue. He has an edgy style like me. Guess that's why we're friends, haha. I must've chuckled because Mordecai looks over at me with a smile and a blushing face and I'm frozen. His smile goes down and he looks back down at the table, " Hey Rigby," Fuck what's he about to say??? I can't take anything right now it just got way too serious. " I'm really sorry about the other day. I shouldn't have kissed you and I know I put you in a tight situation and I know you're feelings. I should have thought about it before I hurt you. Just recently my thoughts have been so fucked up. I tried clearing my head by doing your work, or even talking to pops, and you know I'd never have a sit down chat with pops. Everyone has told me I messed up, and I'm sorry. I just like you a lot. Ha, might even love you- but what I know for sure is that, if we can't be a thing, I at least don't wanna loose my best friend." He says with slow breaths. I feel the anxiety building up again and I can't move my eyes off his lips and the feeling of them. Then I think of the feeling of Jeremy's. I didn't know I was crying until I hear Mordecai, " Shit- I'm so sorry. I- I didn't mean to make you cry I jus-" I shake my head pushing the tears with my palms. " I just- I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel so helpless. And no one can help me. I'm holding my own heart in my hands yet I can't stop clenching my fists. No one can help me Mordo." I sound pathetic and I know it. I have this choice to make and I've fucked myself over. Some one please help me, I'm so stuck.
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You Are Jealous! Morby fic
Фанфик(Human AU) Rigby's feelings are off the wall and his heart is being tugged left and right by his two best friends. Jeremy and Mordecai build a war for their friend's love. But is this whole thing run by jealousy rather than true feelings? (From ther...
