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POV Rigby
I just kinda lay in bed that morning. Awake. On my back looking at the ceiling, sure that I won't cry. This whole things just has me depressed. I mean I'm not comfortable. I'm questioning everything. Is the only reason why I felt good with Jer because I wanted Mordecai to hurt? Miss me? Be jealous? And the worst part. I can't even confide in Jeremy or Mordecai. What? Tell them about how I'm questioning my feelings about the both of them. Fuck that. I'm the end I text Jeremy after lying in thought for an hour after Mordecai evaded my bed.
Me: Jer, tell me everything's okay
Jeremy: Everything's okay
I sit up on my pillow and try to somehow convince myself that that's enough. Force a sorrowful smile because maybe if I smile I'll be happy. Mordecai come from the bathroom into our room in just his underwear, trying his hair. "Mornin Rigby," He smiles and I smile back. "Who ya talking to?" He asks looking down at my phone. I shake my head fast smiling, "no one".

Mordo and I get on with the daily mundane tasks as we did before. We laugh, smile, and joke. The only difference now is that winning a race to mow the lawn or stack the chairs or clean the cart, results in a kiss on the cheek from the other and it's sweet. No hesitation. Mordecai's affection is now easy for me to obtain. We even go out and meet with Jeremy. I silently feared an awkward session as we went to feast at Mussel Man's favorite wing place. But Jeremy was chill and so was Mordecai. Jeremy filled the conversation with the fact that him and Chad started talking again and he was happy to have his friend back even though they would never be as close again. He says that looking over at me and smiling. I blush and smile looking to see Mordecai only to find him fully invested in his wings. Things feel normal again and I got to keep both of my boys. "Yo, you guys know it's getting around that time where we go camping? We should all go, you(Jeremy), Rigby, Thomas, and even Chad if he's down for a reunion!" Jeremy smiles and nods, "Absolutely I'm down. I'll text Chad and you just send me the details." I smile at myself, excited that we're all getting together.

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