I was feeling really sick when I wrote this. I felt like dying, I don't have some serious disease so don't worry about me, it was more like a fever and I was being really dramatic. So enjoy this really messed up thing I wrote.
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Have you ever hit the breaking point of insanity? Being stuck at home and having my insides be devoured by Satan himself has let me open my eyes and realize that life is just a huge game. Were all just pawns in his stupid game of good and evil. Every breath you take is just another important part of this stupid game we call life. The ones who die are the fillers of the game. Dont get sick, its just another way for the creator to get himself in your head and make you think that your life is worthless and that your just a game to be played. Im being played, and its not fun. Pathetic. Useless. Worthless. Your all of that. Your just an extra in a big world that uses you as a filler.
Cancer. Disease. Sickness. Death. Is all we have waiting for us in the end. Were just prawns waiting to be used in battle, and that battle is coming to an end. We were made for one purpose and that purpose was to serve those higher then us. To keep society at bay and to make them think that everyones okay, happy, alive, living, and breathing. But no one looks beyond the lines. No one sees the little girl who cries at night when her father comes home. No one sees the boy who has to hide who he loves because society doesn't allow it. No one sees all the hatred seeping through our lives that the creators put there. They want us to feel sorry for ourselves, and pity our own lives until we self destruct. We were made to self destruct. The pawns, the fillers, were all the same, were meant to self destruct while the the others rise in triumph. We rot into the ground as if we were nothing at all. Just a soul who wasn't lucky. A soul meant to drown in self pity.
A soul that was broken fragments of a dream.
A soul that self destructs.
Were simply grenades.
