MOONSTRUCK; Yoonmin

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"I'm going to kill him." Hoseok says pacing through the room his hands on his back as he shakes his head. "I will murder him." He says and I just shake my head holding the bag of frozen peas against my cheek.

"It's fine." I say and he walks over to me crouching down while shaking his head. "It's not." He says examining my cheek silently. "It'll leave a bruise."

I look at him and try to smile but it hurts too much. "It's my own fault. He had told me not to do it." I explain but he shales his head no. His hair bouncing with every move. I never really looked at him this up close. His beauty.

"Hobi." I say putting down the peas. "Yes?" He asks slowly looking up at me. "Can you do something for me?" I ask leaning forward a little.

"What?" He breathes as I press my forehead against is softly our lips only inches apart. "Love me." I say pressing my lips against his eagerly. Eager to be loved by someone. Anyone.

He freezes for a second and pulls away. "Jimin!" He says his eyes wide as he stares at me his mouth wide open as he shakes his head a little.

"Sorry." I say looking down at my knees. "I-I don't know what happened." 

He reaches forward cupping my face in his hand. "Jimin. You don't want me." He says his eyes holding sadness, again caused by me. "I want to be loved." I say biting my lip to keep myself from crying. I have cried so much over Yoongi already. I have to be strong.

"I don't love you Jimin. Not like that. As a friend sure. But not like that." He says and I can't help but cry. "Why doesn't he love me Hobi? Why doesn't anybody love me."

He holds me against his chest careful not to touch my bruise. He smells like home. Being in his arms feels so safe but I know he's right. We don't love each other like that. We're friends and that's all.

"Jiminie." He says after a while. "Forget about him please." He says but I shake my head no. I can't forget about him because he has me wrapped around his finger. The way he treats me and probably plenty of other people, I don't want him to treat Jungkook that way.

My phone starts buzzing and I tiredly take it out. It's just 6AM who's calling at this hour? I freeze when I read the name and Hoseok shakes his head. "Hang up." He demands but I shake my head while getting up.

I can see the anger in his eyes as I walk away from him but I made a deal. I would do anything for Yoongi.

I rush to my room and pick up before it stops buzzing. "Yoongi." I say and he chuckles on the other side of the phone. "Morning baby. How about some rough sex?"

"I'm tired and my roommate kinda hates you." I say trying to calm my nerves a little. He laughs on the other side of the phone before turning dead silent. It's silent for a few seconds and it honestly scares me.

"I'm outside your apartment. I expect you in my car within a minute or I'll go get Jungkook." He threatens before hanging up. I sigh while turning around to leave my room. It's not like I expected an apology. I just hoped for one. He's hit me twice before, the reasons why aren't important. He never apologised.

"You're not seriously leaving? You worked all night." Hoseok says disbelief clearly written all over his face. I smile and just shrug before putting my jacket and shoes. Before he can convince me to stay I'm already out the door and making my way to Yoongi's car.

He's leaning against his car smoking a cigarette as usual. He looks like a typical bad boy. He pulls me in for a kiss but I immediately pull away. "What do you want from me?" I ask sounding miserable, pathetic and exhausted.