I want to die so bad..to finally be able to swim without being knocked beneath the waves, to just know what it's like to breath without drowning. I'm constantly drowning in the pain like there is just no escape from it all. To die could be the only thing that saves me but I'm too afraid of it.. It's the gasp of breath I need but I just can't take it. I think it has to do with the fact that I need to know what it's like to live without drowning. To know what it's like to swim..... or am just stuck in the loop of in between?
In between death and life. Maybe I just want to be saved..I truly don't know, but does anyone ?
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Secrets to Knowlege
PoetryEmptying my thoughts into the void of other people...*some are poorly written, and by some I mean most, so please bear with me * (on a different note please don't skip the first one)