Having a Crush is Hard af

||iM sCeRRed||

ok so imma tell u guys what happened on Valentines Day

i made him a card with a message inside and the link to the first song and (i deeply regret this) the cover was "my love for you is over 9000!!!" since we both like Dragon Ball and i wanted to give it to his language arts teacher to give it to him and my friends (SS from first chapter and Joonie (her bias is Namjoon)) were telling me to do it but i chickened out and 7 min break was over and we had to go to our different classes (they r both 7th graders) and since our school has candy grams that they hand out Vaalentines day at 8th period and i was going to have my math teacher give the card to my crush while he was handimg out candy grams and i had math next but guess what...

i chickened out

then i went along to class like normal and then went to science then to history and my history class is behind his la class and he was going to science and he said "sup" and i replied back with "sup" and then history was over and i went with my friends from earlier and i told Joonie that i chickened out and she said "WHAT NO WHY.... do you want me to give it to him"

"please"

"fine just WRITE YOUR NAME OR HE'LL THINK ITS FROM ME"

and then we went over to the other lunch area and then we sat a table over from him and he was with his friends and then we waited for them to leave and then when all but one left she was like "i need someone with me this'll be weird with me by myself imma go get Crack (another 7th grade friend and idek how to describe him so ye) and then she got him to go with her and then she was like "RUN HURRY" and i ran to my friend Narwhal (shes gone to school in narwhal pjs) and when Joonie came back i asked her and she said that Crack got his attention and then she gave it to him and ran

and then Thursday...

it was nutrition break and Joonie SS and I were standing at the double doors and we decided to go back to the 8th grade classes (my classes) and we were walking and then we saw one of my crush's friends and she saw us and she started calling him and i ran back to the doors without warning and my friends followed me and we were like "mission fail retreat"  and after 2-3 minutes she and her friend walked past and went to the cafeteria and my friends  started walking back and i saw around the corner my crush and his best friend were talking and i jumped back a few feet and then i slowly walked back and i saw my crush's best friend and he saw me and he looked back and forth from me to my crush numerous times 

and when i was walking to history and he to science later that day i turned my head in the opposite direction and walked in the middle of a bunch of 6th graders going to lunch 

Rice told me i needed to talk to him but I'm sCeRReD ; - ; 

halp