New beginning?

Luke

"Lynn! Hey! I'm so excited! I can't wait to see my Luke today!" I say with the most joyful smile I could ever have.

"Yeah....can't wait" she says with a kinda confused tone.

"What's wrong...why aren't you happy like I am.." When I said that she looks at me like I'm

stupid..

"Because..he's not gonna remember that you're his 'favorite girl on earth..he won't know who you even are..."

"June I'm sorry I didn't mean that.."

"It's okay I gotta deal with the truth y'know? I just gotta get used to it..."

I really wished Lynn hadn't said that..she has this thing where when she starts talking she just doesn't think if it's hurtful or even not at all..

"Well let's get going shall we?"

"We shall!" Lynn says with a kinda nervous but excited squeal.

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We arrive at the hospital..I get this feeling like we should just turn around..I mean what's the use right?...or maybe I'm over thinking things..or am I not doing what I should? UGH I'm so confused and sad and happy all at the same time..

"Are you okay?" I turn my head to see Lynn "yeah...just fine."

As we walk in the building there's this overcoming feeling that this was my fault. Is it? Was I the one that should have been counting his beers? I mean I am his girlfriend I only had a couple I still knew the difference between right and wrong. I could of just got him to calm down and not go into his truck..it is it's all...my fault.

As we turn into the halls we pass all these hopeless people..some even dying...it's weird to think most likely you may not ever see these people again..

"Hey what's the room number again?" Lynn asks with a 'what the fuck are you even thinking about" look.

"Room 14B" we look for a second and find it's right in front of our faces.

I knock softly on the door. I hear someone start to walk to the door. His mom answers it and greets us with a forceful smile.

"Is he responding well..?" I ask

".....sorta..not much all he says is 'who are you...I DONT KNOW YOU' and starts freaking out..it's been really hard to...cope...with.." She starts to burst out sobbing. I go in for a hug to his mother and cry with her why Lynn sits awkwardly in a corner watching the scene..

I haven't even looked at Luke..I didn't wanna see how bad it was..I just want him to be safe at home with me cuddling on the couch watching disney movies why we fall asleep together...but that was past not now..

I slowly walk up to Luke who is fast asleep. All I can do is...stare it's just so - "Who are you.." I quickly snap out of it and jump..I missed his voice so much "I'm June you're girlfriend..." He sat there for about 2 minutes thinking.."I - I don't remember you..should I..was this important.." I look at him with my eyes rimmed with tears "yes we were supposed to be in love forever" he looked kinda angry and starts to yell "IM SORRY I DONT KNOW YOU GET AWAY FROM ME I JUST CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING" I try to calm him down but I just couldn't..

"Maybe we should go June.." I could tell Lynn was very uncomfortable.

I look at Luke's mom and then she says "Yeah good idea.." I don't know what happened but I just thought that was so rude for her to say so I slammed my foot down and started to burst in tears and yell "YOURE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT LOVED HIM...YOU DONT HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I FEEL WE TOLD EACH OTHER EVERYTHING WE SAID THINGS WE REGRETTED BUT WE FORGAVE EACH OTHER AND MOVED ON I MISS HIM ALMOST AS MUCH AS YOU DO I JUST WANTED TO SAY IM AS MUCH APART OF HIS LIFE AS YOU ARE AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM MORE THEN I COULD EVER I MEAN EVER LOVE ANYONE."

After that I just ran. Ran as fast as I could. Lynn's probably super mad I left but I just couldn't help it .

I jut kept running until I got home. I plunged into my bed and cried myself to sleep.

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Well there ya go part 2 hope you like it 😊