Certain Things

Prologue

HER

Then

Four months ago I was walking the same halls I am today. They were empty, as I was the only one left roaming around, the last person to show up. I found the lobby just in time for him to come running out of the gym with a Cheshire cat grin plastered on his face. He was on the verge of starting a new life, growing up and starting things on his own.

This time around the hallway and lobby are full of people. Not a single one of them smiling. I get two steps into the lobby before that scene replays in my head and I break down into a sobbing mess. My mind is New York City at rush hour, a million thoughts each going in a different direction; they crash and the memories of the last year hit me like a head-on collision.

The pictures are everywhere, eighteen years' worth. There should be more. I see Anna and can't help but run to her for comfort. We were three peas in a pod, the three amigos.

Now there was only the two of us.

Present

Our plan was to get out of Wyoming. I've procrastinated long enough, it's time to go. Even if it's without him. Anna had already moved on; it was my turn.

It may not have been exactly what we imagined, but I'm headed south.

The jeep that I had worked countless hours to afford was packed with everything I owned. Laying the last stack of clothes in the trunk, I turned to say goodbye to the ranch and family that means so much to me. It was home.

Turning first to my younger brothers I hugged them tightly. They weren't that much younger than me, but I'll definitely miss them. My absence will most likely go without notice, until they realize they no longer have me there hogging the bathroom.

Both of my parents came to my side, eyes glassed over.

"Oh, my baby. I'm gonna miss you so much." I knew this was going to be the hardest part of leaving Wyoming. My family has been here through everything. Getting to be the person I am today wouldn't be possible without them. My mom, especially after Anna left, was without a doubt my shoulder to lean on.

"I know, mom. I wouldn't miss holidays around here, you know I'll try my hardest to be back."

"Yes, dear. Don't mind her she'll get better eventually." My dad muttered. "Just remember we all love you. Please also be sure to at least let us know that you got there safely."

"I'll try my best, as well as the stops along the way. I love you all. Just never forget that"

Stepping up into the jeep, I thanked God for the family and beautiful mountain country he blessed me with and said a prayer for the brand new journey that was now in front of me.

HIM

I've had enough.

Enough of people assuming they know me, or know what I'm capable of. Enough of that stupid, undermining look.

Pops didn't make a mistake. I know that. I guess it's time to show them.

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