Sexual things

Akward moment

My name is Emily, I'm twenty one and have only had one crush that I've had since seventh grade. His name is Josh, I loved Josh. We have been friends up until eighth grade when I confessed my love to him, he looked me dead in the eye and then walked away. I cried for two weeks.

I still love him but we both went to different high schools. But anyhow this is the story of my encounters. I was walking to Barnes & Noble to buy a new novel, cause I love to read. I brought a new book and left. It was called Akane, I was into it, to into it... I was reading it while walking down the street, I was so dumb.

I was walking and bumped into some hot dude, he was very, very, hot. I bumped into him and dropped my book. I looked at him and slowly backed away he had light brown hair and was really tall, he looked down at me and said sorry about that, I looked at him for a good ten seconds which felt like ten minutes but I said sorry and looked down.

He grabbed my book, which was still open on the part where they get intimate. He said oh and handed me it, I was blushing so hard and just looked down and ran. My god i'm so stupid I ran back into him and somehow dropped my book again and pushed his hot ass down to the hard cement. I asked him if he was okay and said sorry at least a thousand times over and over. He got up and touched his knee and said "I'm okay..." I asked if he was sure and he said yeah, I repeatedly said sorry embarrassed out of my life.

He said bye and walked away when I realized his jean got ripped and he was bleeding. I got scared and felt guilty and embarrassed and ran back up to him and told him. He said I know and tried to walk away faster but I grabbed his shoulder, he asked me to let go, I said no you're hurt. He said please... let go of me, I told him I had to help him... he said I've done enough and ran away.

I looked at him walk away until I couldn't see him anymore, I walked back guilty and embarrassed. Not until I got home did I realize I left the book on the floor. I didn't care I hurt someone and It was a hot guy. I seriously want to kill my self.