I'm sorry if I haven't been writing
I'm okay
There's no need to worry
Writing was the only thing that comforted me every night
Whenever I'm at the edge of falling to insanity --
I write
Whenever my fists bled for punching the wall too hard --
I write
Whenever the memory of your smile overwhelms my mind with sadness --
I write
But lately, I've been happy.
crazy I know
But somehow I managed to give a genuine smile every now and then, its not that difficult anymore with you by my side
I'm just afraid,
cause I never wrote about how happy I am
and I don't know how to describe it
Should I let my writings fade away with my sadness?
Or should I just keep on writing about sad and depressing stuff even if I'm happy?
