Like we used to.

Chapter 18

Next Day.

Amal's P.O.V

I sat down on my chair and looked at the celling, I let out a sigh and just kept my gaze on the celling ever so tired because of last night.

My phone buzzed, I turned my chair around to my desk and picked up my phone to see it was Johann.

Johann~ Would u like to go a date?

I looked at the text not knowing what to say, not wanting to break his heart but fake something that isn't there.

I just stared at the text for few seconds coming up of what I could say to him.

"Amal!"Mr Jackman said, his voice making me jump.

I quickly put my phone on the desk and turned around to him in my chair.

I looked at him. "Yes sir?"

He had a file in his hand, his other hand rested on his cheek. "What were you doing?"

"Nothing."

He let out a sigh and looked at me. "I meant last night, what were you doing?"

Before I could answer, he handed me the file. "Go ahead and open it."

I opened the file to see photos from last night of Richard helping me play pool, photos of me and Erick in the acarade and photos of me hugging them all expect you know who.

"I told you on that day not to get close with them."Mr Jackman said sternly.

"Yes sir you did."

"Because when time comes to cut that cord it'll be hard."Mr Jackman added to remind me that.

"Yes sir."

"You are allow to hang out with them."Mr Jackman reminded me as he looked at me. "But don't get too close with them."

"Yes sir."

And looked down at my fingernails just going over the events of this past week, the cure pinci dates that took place in my apartment with Zabdiel and the other day when we went out to dinner then we went to that river and saw the stars like last time.

Or the funny ass arguments Erick had with everyone and hearing everyone laugh.

Richard threatening them all that he'll get the matchete out if no one listened to him.

Joel and his comebacks at Erick.

Mr Jackman let out a sigh and he looked at me. "Amal?"

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at him. "Yes?"

"I'm only saying this to you because you are like a daughter towards me." Mr Jackman said softly as he looked at me. "You are part of my family one way or another and I don't want to see you hurt."

I nodded. "Yes sir, I get it."

He nodded. "I'm going to go out for the rest of the day."He said as he looked at me. "You are welcome to go home or stay here."

"Yes sir."

He nodded. "Have a great day." Then he left.

My eyes brimmed with tears, I had to leave all the past months in the past and never could relive the memories or see the people who made the memories with me ever again.

But I knew this.

I shouldn't got so in close, I shouldn't of fell in love with one of them.

But I did didn't I?