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Chapter Eight.

ALLIE ROSE

It's hot.

Too hot.

Jimmy's body is on top of mine, making me feel hot and sweaty. My skin is stuck on the cheap leather seats at the back of his car.

Oh dear... I had sex in the back of a car. What's happening to me? I never use to be like this. Never.

I can feel Jimmy breathing gently against my neck. It tickles and I couldn't help but smile a little. Looking down at him down, I guess you could say I'm looking at the 'real' Jimmy Cassidy with all his defences down.

He looks pretty young right now, his lips partly open, cheeks giving off a little colour against his pale skin. Hair falling over his eyes.

He looks... hot.

I'm getting way too hot now. I attempt to shift a little, trying my hardest to make sure I dont wake him up.

"Hello sexy girl.."

Oh brother, he's awake.

"Please, don't call me that. And, please, get off of me."

"Why? Ye very sexy..." He says while running his finger tips gently up my thigh.

I can't help but shiver at his touch. "Please... don't..." I gulped to keep myself calm.

"Oh, c'mon Allie, y' want me. Y' want me again in the back of this car," he purrs into my ear.

"N-no I dont." Yes, I do. I do, I do, so badly.

"Yer such.. a bad liar missy." He smirks at me.

He presses himself closer to me and thats when I feel his morning glory against my inner thigh. Oh my goodness...

I start pushing at his chest, trying to get him off of me.

"No... No get off of me. Take me home." I just want to crawl into bed and wish that none of this had happened. That I never met Jimmy. I can dream that I have parents that notice me and want me around them.

All I want is someone to care about me. Jimmy isn't the type of person that would care for me in that way that I need. Someone to hold me at night when I get upset, whispering sweet things in my ear, telling me that everything will work out, the hurt will disappear.

"Alright, alright. Look Allie I'm kinda sick of y' givin' me mixed signals." He get his hot, sweaty body off of mine and pulls up his boxers and jeans.

I dont care that I'm giving him mixed signals, I havent got a fucking clue what I'm feeling anymore. There are times when I do want to be close with Jimmy, like last night. But I also dont want to feel like a piece of meat.

"I-I'm sorry... I-I just... need to get home."

If only my brother was here, then maybe I would have someone to talk to about Jimmy, I wouldn't exactly give him details but he would get the idea. Haven't got anyone to talk to about this, if my parents knew about me and Jimmy, they would hunt him down and cut of his... thing. No way in HELL could I talk to Frankie. What's Frankie gonna think if I tell him I'm shagging his older brother in my spare time. I'm pretty sure he'd never want to speak to me again. Then that would mean that I'd have no friends what so ever.

Once Jimmy finished getting himself sorted, he made his way towards the front of the car, getting himself comfortable in the drives seat.

I hear Jimmy mumble something to himself but I dont hear what he's saying, or I'm just blocking it out.

The car starts with a loud banging, causing me to jump then roll my eyes. "How old is this car?"

"Don't have a clue, love."

Leaning my head against the window, I close my eyes and scoff.

"I'm sorry if I'm not so rich and posh like y'self."

I lift my hands up in a way to defend myself. "I didn't say anything."

Jimmy pulls out of the park space and starts heading towards my house. "Didn't need t' say anything, I knew what y' were thinking."

I'm glad Jimmy doesn't know what I'm thinking, or else I'd see pity writen all over his face, I don't do pity.

"Just drive.."

We start driving in silence. I think Jimmy got sick of the silence and decided to put some ridiculous music on, but this time I decide to keep my mouth shut.

When we finally arrive at my house Jimmy turns around his seat and looks at me. His eyes slowly travel all the way up and down my body. This make me blush and I push my thighs tighter together. He looks at my like he knows something..

"I'll see y' soon, Allie."

I quickly grab my bag and swing the car door open. "I doubt it, Jimmy." I slam the door shut as loud as i can.

I start to make my way up my path towards my house.

Jimmy leans out of his open window and shouts to me, "Nice ass just so y' know." He winks at me and quickly speeds away before I could say anything to him.

Asshole.