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Chapter Twelve.

ALLIE ROSE

I didnt mean to look at Jimmy with pity, I know how it feels because i see that look nearly every damn mintue of every damn day. You hate it when people feel sorry for you, however sometimes people just can't help it. Screw it, they should just try that little harder to hide it. I hide my emotions nearly everyday, i'm sure other people will be able to do it as well. Not that difficult. 

I can see how much Danny, Jimmy and Frankie are struggling to have the basic things they need to live, the lack of heat and electricity for one thing, lord knows how many more problems are going on with that damp, dank house. i cant help but judge the house, i mean i did wake up freezing cold and a little hungry with last night events. 'Shouldn't a stayed at the house then' would of been what Jimmy had said if i mentioned anything. Isn't exactly my fault i wanted to stay in the arms of someone that doesnt know everything about my life.

It's true. I have developed physical and emotional feelings for my best friends older brother. Did i meantion he's 10 years older than me?

My god, if my parents ever, EVER found out about my sexual relationship with Jimmy they would lock me in my room and throw away the key. Literally. My parents see me as the perfect child, sometimes i do have to live up to their expectations. I also want to make Joey proud of me.

At least I have parents...

Jimmy doesn't. No one to help him with Frankie's Uni funds or to help with Bills...

Bills...

Suddenly an idea pops into my head. Why dont i secretly pay off Jimmy's heating and electricity bills? That way they would be able to spend more money on food and save up for Frankie's University fees.

If i do this and Jimmy finds out, he's either going to be thankful (highly doubtful) or he's going to be so pissed with me and never want anything to do with me again...

Now that sounds more like Jimmy.

No, im going to do this. No-one should live in a house without heating and electricity. Espically as we've been told we might get one of the coldest winters in history. Bloody England. They're going to need that heating to keep them warm!

It's going to be a little tricky paying for these bills but i'll do it. I'll find a way. Next time i'm over at their house i'll search for some papers and head to the company myself.

Also, next time i'm at the house i'll put a little money into Frankie's little savings jar they have. Only a little at a time because i dont want the brothers catching on that something fishy is happening. When i see Frankie i always believe that someone should be given a chance in life, no matter who their parents are or whatever happened in the past, in their lives. Frankie deserves a chance in life.

Grabbing my laptop from my desk I jump onto my bed and boot up the internet. As soon as the web page finally opens, i'm able to access my online banking account, i write a personal email to the bank asking them to transfer enough money to Jimmy's account for them to pay the bills and buy their weekly food. 

I just know Jimmy's going to flip at me when he finds out. No point letting money sit in my bank account and collect dust. I'm just trying to help, I'm not pitying on them nor am i giving them charity. 

After i've finished with my homework, fitting in a few extra hours of studying my phone suddenly goes off informing me that i have a call coming through. I know exactly who it is. 

Picking up my iPhone I look at the caller ID, conferming my suspions....

It's Jimmy...

"Hello....?"

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!"

Oh no....