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Chapter 5:

This chapter takes place in the past, so be aware of that! Also this chapter is NOT in Guanlin's point of view.

2 years ago   <??'s journal entry> (keep reading to find out who's point of view this is!)

3/6/2015  

It was my first day at this school and I was literally so nervous. My legs were trembling. I used to go to Grant high school but I moved because...I was getting bullied. I'm not really the type of person to be called "skinny," so yeah, people made fun of my weight. And it wasn't just calling names. It was physical and metal abuse I received from the kids at my old school. Popular boys at my old school used to shove my head in to the toilet and flush the toilet. Also they rubbed burning cigarettes on my body, leaving burnt marks all over my body. Girls weren't any better. Some of them spat at me when I walked past them and they often slapped me. I was miserable. I tried losing weight. I lost about 70 pounds, which now made me about 150 pounds. However, this didn't really change anything. People still hated me and I was still miserable. 

So one day, I talked my parents into moving schools. I just had enough. I couldn't  take any of that anymore. 

Today, I was starting fresh. New school, new friends, new personality. 

*

I walked into the new school and headed to my first class, which was science. I carefully opened the door. I walked in to the classroom with my head down, hoping no one will talk to me. Well that hope didn't last very long because as soon as I walked in, this tall, very good looking guy yelled at me.

"Hey are you the new kid?" The boy asked. 

Just by looking at him, I could tell that he was the most popular guy at this school. He had a bunch of people around him, all of the them looking at him like he was some sort of a royalty. The boy was actually really cute and looked genuinely nice. But I knew better than to judge someone by their looks. 

I nodded.

"Cool. You're cute by the way," The boy winked at me. 

I could feel my face turn bright red. This was the first person to ever complement me by my looks. I wasn't really sure if he saw my face turn red, but I'm assuming he did because he laughed. I quickly sat down in an  empty seat and put my head down on the desk, full of embarrassment. 

While I was hating myself for being retarded, one of popular guys who was standing beside the good looking guy  came up to me and tapped me on the head. 

"Hey new kid. Guanlin want's to see you after school,"  the kid said. So the cute guy's name is Guanlin and he wants to see my after school. Why though.

"Why?" I asked the kid.

The kid just shrugged and walked away.

Well that helped a lot. 

*

School went by pretty fast . I don't really remember anything because I had so much new stuff to learn from all of my classes. And most of all, the cute guy's, or I should say Guanlin, words were stuck in my head for the most part of the day.

We had about 5 minutes left  of school and the same guy came up to me. 

"Hey don't forget. Guanlin wants to see you this afternoon at the detention room." The kid said.

"Why the detention room?"  I asked.

"Listen, stop asking me questions. I don't know, okay? I'm just telling you what Guanlin told me to tell you," the guy said aggressively.