Prologue

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I've never felt happiness in my life. In my sixteen years, all I've felt is sadness, pain, darkness, and fear. I've felt anger, but it all washed away. I've seen people smiling, hugging each other, laughing. I used to wonder how that felt, I used to wait for that one day, the day where I'll find happiness.

But up to this year, the year I turned sixteen, the happiness was never there for me. Now I know that Disney movies are all lies; life is not a fairytale; this life is what you call the reality. You don't get everything you want; you don't find happiness in being kind to others; love is not real. You might have loved someone so dearly in the past that you can't let go of, but honey, this isn't a fairytale that you can just live a with a happily ever after. All of these are fake, lies are what I call them, the world I am living in, the reality.

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