CAN I DESERVE TO BE LOVED?

Chapter 14 : Sowon True Identity

Sowon POV

A month passing by after that commotion Jungkook made, our relationship is getting close. I still don't get it why he sticks himself to me. What made him like that, as much I know about him, he isn't the type like that. 

As with the others, my relationship with Jimin is getting more and more close. He apparently claiming me as one of his best friends which I don't mind because I never had a best friends or maybe I had but it was so long long long time ago when I was still I don't know 2 years old? Honestly, I didn't recall any memory at that time, it's so blurred. But I remember that time, I had a very dear friend but I hardly remember his face.

Also with Jin oppa, he became more acted like my older brother than my teacher, hahaha...and his overprotective act is so cute it's like I finally know how it feels like to have a big brother even though I had one but I never had the feels of it. I feel a warm whenever with Jin oppa, I wish he's my older brother. Oh and one thing I also know is that Namjoon oppa had a big crush on Jin oppa even though they are sibling, is it a brother complex? But Taehyung isn't like that to Jin oppa. And I found it cute though. 

Taehyung oppa on the other hand, his affection is more to Jimin than to his sibling. I know they are childhood friends, all of them, but I can sense that Taehyung is more clingy with Jimin than the others. I wonder, is Taehyung like Jimin? The way Taehyung look at Jimin is so different than with the others like Jimin is the whole world for him. 

I also getting to know to Hoseok oppa because of Jimin and he said that Hoseok oppa can't stop asking about me who made Jungkook attitude changed 180 degrees, which I also wondering why. Hoseok oppa is so full of sunshine and he always happy and positive all the time, I wish I can be like that.

I never thought that I can get close to them but except Yoongi oppa. He looks so distance and it hard for me to approach him, it's like I could do that. He always went to don't know where for his nap which I once disturbing him, maybe that's why he didn't like me. I figured. Everyone apparently will end up hating me, but I hope Jungkook and the others didn't. God, please don't. I'm finally have friends. Please don't take them away from me. I can finally have a good day in this hell of a life. 

Please don't take away my happiness.

"I'm home"

When I open the door of my house, I see my mother standing in the living room with an angry look. Oh God, did I do something wrong?

"I'm home mom," I said it with low tone

She glared at me with an angry look, also I see my stuff on the table. The stuff that bought by Jimin and Jin oppa.

"What's this?" she pointed at my stuff angrily 

"That's my stuff"

"Where did you get this? Are you stealing?!" now her tone is rising

"No! I didn't steal them" I defend myself "That's a gift from my friends," I said 

But apparently she didn't believe me, she slaps me in the face "You little bitch! Don't lie to me!" she said while I shocked with her slap "Now tell me the truth!"

"I didn't lie, mom..." I sobbing "That's a gift fro-"

"You ungrateful child!" now she pulls my hair harshly made me yelp in pain "Do you think you can lie to me! Who do you think you are huh! Isn't because of whore mother of yours, I already throw you at the street when you still a baby!"

What?

What is she talking about?

"Mom, what are you talking abou-..."