CAN I DESERVE TO BE LOVED?

Chapter 35: Love

Author POV

After Jin explaining everything to Jimin, Taehyung and Hoseok about what happened, Jin left them to get Jungkook a snack while Taehyung and Hoseok went out to buy some pudding and cake for Sowon. Leaving Jimin and Yoongi alone. 

How about Namjoon?

Well, He's been occupied with something else and went out by his own to doing something that God even knows, although Jin was a bit worried about him but Namjoon said he has to go so Jin let him be. 

Back to Jimin and Yoongi.

Although with the even that occurred in one day, Yoongi still won't let Jimin go involved in it. Yoongi thought that Jimin didn't remember about what happened in the past about incident involved him, but he's wrong, Jimin remembering every detail. He even remembered the promise Yoongi made to himself to not get close to him. 

Jimin maybe looks innocent and defenceless on the outside (that's why he training himself), actually he's way more mature and stronger on the inside now. Jimin actually very analytic and considered about what happens around him, especially about Yoongi. Maybe you thought that Jimin cares deeply about Taehyung more than a friend, well, for Jimin, Taehyung is like the little baby that can't leave him alone. Jimin loves Taehyung like his own baby brother, but with Yoongi, it's more than a friend. With what happened in the past, Jimin decided that he had a feeling for Yoongi. Of course, he once had a crush on him when they still a toddler, but that feeling grew deeper since that incident. 

Jimin look at Yoongi who leaning his back on the sofa look more tired than usual, he felt worried about Yoongi. He knows that Yoongi can overwork himself that he starving himself until solving the problem.

Jimin walking towards Yoongi and sit beside him. Jimin looks at Yoongi tired face, his eyes are close, is like he was sleeping.

"Hyung..."

Yoongi opens his eyes and looks at Jimin concerned expression. He frowned and thought 'ah, that look again'.

"I'm fine, Jiminie," Yoongi said getting up and walks to the kitchen. Jimin follows.

Yoongi takes a bottle of water from the fridge and drinks it up, he then looks at Jimin who is now standing behind him. Yoongi sigh and then put the bottle inside the fridge again and close it. Turn his back and face Jimin who is looking down.

"Listen, Jimin," Yoongi said gaining Jimin attention to fixed his look to Yoongi's face

"Stop being worried about me, okay, I'm fine" Yoongi stated himself try to make Jimin understand but Jimin being Jimin, he's so stubborn to let it slip. 

"NO!"

Jimin shouted and Yoongi startled with his reaction. Because it's Yoongi first time seeing Jimin like that.

"Jimin..."

"Stop avoiding me or telling me you're okay or make me stay away from you!" Jimin said a bit shout, "I'm not a boy who is trembling like cat years ago! I'm grown up now and I'm not weak!" Jimin continues and Yoongi expression look so surprised.

"You remember about that incident?"

"You think I forget?!"

"No, I mean, you look so shocked back then"

"Yeah, Sure it's terrifying memories and leaves trauma in me but that doesn't mean I can't easily forget that" 

Yoongi looks at Jimin outburst. Jimin face is so red and there are tears threatening to fall.

"Jimin..."

"Hyung, stop push me away" Jimin reach out Yoongi hand and pull himself close and leaning to Yoongi's chest. 

Yoongi doesn't have any idea what is happening with Jimin and his sudden outburst. Normally, Jimin never likes this. Yoongi is oblivious of why Jimin cares so much for him to the stage that makes him want to cry like this. 

"Jimin..."

Jimin then hugging Yoongi and this surprised Yoongi even more.

"Jimin..."

"Hyung, please don't push me away," Jimin said burying his face into Yoongi chest

"Jimin, why you like this?" Yoongi said still didn't get any clue what is happen

Jimin didn't say anything and keep hugging Yoongi. Yoongi feels so confused. Although Yoongi also cares deeply about Jimin, he also oblivious with his own feeling. You probably thought that Yoongi had a feeling for Sowon, but I'll give you a hint. Yoongi isn't, he maybe cares about Sowon so much but it's not love but simply care of someone is important to him. 

I said Yoongi is oblivious with his own feeling for Jimin, but he knows that he loves Jimin more than a friend but He just doesn't want to admit it.

Meanwhile, with Jungkook, he just realizes that he loves Sowon. First, he just wants to protect her but after learned who she was, he finally admits that the feeling he feels right now is LOVE.

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I know this chapter is short but hope you like it!