It all started with a fan sign

bRUH

I'm leaving Vietnam and going back to Australia tomorrow.

@reiiyuuo don't expect me at school.

My phone is old-ish so the plan was that we'd leave it there, give it to someone, and I'd get my sister's old phone, but then it changed.

My dad has I sent old phone so that's with my cousin now, he's giving his new phone to someone else. I was confused, though we were leaving my phone here. Fine with my iPad only. Tonight, for an hOUR I deleted all my photos, deleted all the apps I installed, the part that took me three years or so was deleted the gmails. I had a few so I was gonna deleted from the  would've still been active on other devices but not on that phone. I spent tOO LONG trying to find a way to delete them on my phone model. I ended up deleted them in general. Thought that'd be enough.

I asked my mum who'd be getting it. "No one"

Turns out I was keeping it. bOI I DEleted THREE GMAILS NOW THERE ARE REQUESTS NAGGING ME TO SIGN INTO THEM, WHEN I PUT THE PASSWORD IN: Account not found.

IM JUST SO MAD WORDS CANT EXPRESS HOW MAD I AM.

Also while I was on holidays, my chance, MY ONLY FUKCING CHANCE OF BEING NOTICED AND FUCKING CARED ABOUT THIS YEAR WAS RUINED BECAUSE OF THIS HOLIDAY. AND THE HOLIDAY HAS BEEN SHIT, GETTING YELLED AT 24/7 FOR NO REASON. MY ONKY VIVD MEMORY IS SCREECHING. YEP. 

The thing for being cared about: 

For sports day we have three different teams, red,yellow and blue. There are leaders for those teams, boy and girl. From a set grade.

They're basically the leaders for the year aswell, doing leaderless jobs. Im a good leader, okay with sport and good with kids. That's important because we help them a lot (THE CAPTIANS DO) and are supposed to be a role model for them.

The red leader (team I'm in, we get Assigned them when we start school) IS THIS PEICE OF DOG SHIT.

@reiiyuuo told me to respect him. This MOTHERFUCKER CALLED ME MORBIDLY OBESE, WOULD CONSTANTLY CALL ME NAMES, IF HE TOUCHED ME, HIM AND HIS TRASH FRIENDS WOULD PLAY THE (MY NAME) TOUCH, LIKE THE BOOGIE TOUCH.

I'm not revealing my name, it's asian and I low key don't wanna.

He'd make fun of me for liking things from asia, when he is already gay for Hoseok.

it's PART OF MY NATIONALITY AND YOURS TO. ATLEAST I EXORESS INTREST IN VIETNAM HWERE WAS YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT HOSEOK AND HIS EXISTENCE.

I didn't cRY last night because I missed my only chance. MY ONLY CHANCE.

Forgot to mention, I pulled a Namjoon today. I was cleaning my glasses with my shirt and the arm thingy. IT SNAPPED,OFF.

I hate being short sighted, because all I saw today when I looked outside was a blur of colours with black on top. Black is the hair and the colours were their clothes. We had a New Years party today. I locked my self up inside the a room, I was allowed to.

My sister didn't notice thankfully.

@reiiyuuo I'm thinking about getting an English name, send me ideas,  mostly names begging with M, bc u know why, or,with L, or,with M and L in there.

I just gave you clues to what my name is. GREAT.