studio || hwang hyunjin

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hwang hyunjin|| sunday|| 10:45am

"hyung, be honest. do you like seomin? i see you staring at her and treating her as if she is the most precious person ever." jeongin asked me at breakfast. seomin was still showering so we were able to talk freely.

"it's not that i like her - i feel as if i need to protect her." i said munching on my pancake that seungmin made.

"yeah yeah okay lies. we all have that feeling. it seems like she likes you too, no?" jisung said as he threw a grape at me.

"no. i don't like her. i just treat her as gentle because she reminds me of an abused dog. i feel like i have to tke care of her and treat her. after treating her i'll let her go." i said while eating more fruits. the boys looked at each other the back at me.

"she obviously likes ou and you lowkey like her back. stop denying it." felix said in english with his australian accent.

"YAH!! I SAID IT ALREADY, i. do. not. like. kim. seomin. she is not my type. i don't think she is pretty enough for my taste, i think she is way too skinny, i dislike the way her bangs are too long, i hate the way she has bruises and cuts all over her body but fails to cover them. it's embarrassing!! i always think the people arounds us think i did that to her!! ugh!" i sadi as i grabbed my hair in frustration.

the boys looked behind me and their eyes widened. they gave me a face that read 'shut up right now' and when i turned around there was seomin with tears filling her beautiful big brown eyes.

truthfully, i did not mean any word i just said. i think seomin is beautiful the way she is. but i did that so the boys wouldn't tease me. i just made the girl i like cry over me.

my eyes started to get watery and i couldn't do anything. it was as if i was frozen. i wanted to go up to her and hug her and tell her it was a lie.

she came up to me and smacked me very hard across the face. i held my cheek while looking her in her beautiful eyes.

"hwang hyunjin, i did like you. but seeing his side of you really hurts me and makes me wish we never met. i hate you, hwang hyunjin." a tear escaped my eye as she left the house slamming the door behind her.

"you messed up." all 8 fools said at the same time.

"no shit" i said getting up and slamming my room door.

kim seomin, i'm so sorry.