kim seomin|| tuesday - day of competition for JBJ concert performance|| 10:40am
my group mates and i were preparing. we were all nervous but we figured we got this. we needed to do our makeup and hair.
once we arrived backstage the makeup learning team came over and gave up different options for the look. we all decided to go natural for the 'Say My Name' dance. i heard JBJ will be here during the mini concert so i was super nervous - more nervous than before.
"don't be nervous, you got this." haknyeon said as he took my hand and gave me a warm cute smile. i mirrored his smile and i felt a bit less nervous.
"2 MINUTES TILL THE FIRST GROUP GOES UP!" the stage learning crew yelled making everyone panic.
the first group was dancing to Produce 101 S2 'Super Hot' and they did an amazing job. in total there were 5 groups. my group was the last one, which made me a bit more relieved.
the second group was a group of all girls. they danced to 4Minute 'Hate' and 'Crazy'. they also did an amazing job. as groups kept going before us i felt as if they kept getting better snd better which made me a bit more nervous.
the third group was hyunjins group. although i was a bit mad at him still seeing him dance made me remember the first time we met and it made me tear up a bit. i may like haknyeon but what i feel for hyunjin is stronger and better. the girls in their group danced to 'Pick Me' by PD101 S1 then it switched to PD101 S2 'Pick Me' and truthfully, it was super good.
the fourth group danced to 'Hard Carry' by got7 and they did such an amazing job it sent shivers down my spine. they danced so well and they hit every move.
"now, the last group!! their dance is rather long than the others, and that is why they're last. in this group is joo haknyeon, lee euiwoong, ahn hyeongseop, bae jinyoung, and lastly kim seomin!!" the boys made sure haknyeons wig and my wig was on correctly and we made our way to the stage.
we walked out on stage and many people were yelling and screaming and cheering out our names. it felt good - to be on stage and have my name be yelled out. i smiled to myself and the boys.
the music started playing and as haknyeon and i were the center the only thing i focused on was myself, haknyeon, the music, the moves and my group mates. everything around me just shut out and it was as if i was in the practice room.
the song stopped and then it played the dance break song. haknyeon and i ran hand in hand to back stage and quickly changed and asked the make up learning team to do our makeup a bit sexy.
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(an:// this is what haknyeon wore)
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((an:// this is what seomin wore))
they did our makeup and the hair team helped us take off our wigs. they all gasped at my hair and i winked at them. i must admit, i killed this hair. they then went and styled it for me and they parted haknyeons hair and finished up his makeup.
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((an:// seomins hair))
"seomin, you ready? you guys are on stage in 40 seconds before the next song comes on!" the dj learners asked. haknyeon and i looked at each other and nodded our heads.
we made our way back to the stage. the lights we out as we walked in. then the music started which made haknyeon and i start dancing. the lights slowly came back on. haknyeon and i danced and it felt so amazing. i felt like i was doing such a good job.
the song soon came to an end and haknyeon and i were centimeters away from each other breathing heavily onto each other.
