(Nate pov and only his for this story also kinda depressing)
Nate pov
God I miss her,repeated in my head walking around the kitchen with burning hot coffee. I put the coffee down thinking that I might burn myself. I grabbed a blade and began to cut deep inside my wrist. The pain made me close my eyes. Blood dripped from my wrist to the floor. I herd a knock on the door seeing my two best friends.
"What's up guys?" I said cutting myself one more time seeing that Andrew took the blade. "Don't harm yourself man I know you miss her but we can maybe get your mind off of it by chilling out at a restaurant and the movies?!" Andrew said looking at me. "O-ok I guess so I mean sure." I said with a depressing tone in my voice. We walked out my house locking the door. That would be just great if I got robbed. I thought thinking of y/n again. I remember when I- I thought seeing the surrounding area was getting white stairs flowed down perfectly.
"You can choose your friends or your girlfriend choose wisely." A voice in my head said. Well at least I think it was in my head until my friends came up from behind me and put a hand on my shoulder. "Do it go up there see your girlfriend we will be there soon just wait for the time and see when we come." They both said together. I ran up the stairs seeing my clothes turn white.
I was greeted by my mom and my girlfriend. I started to tear up hugging my mom first. "Mommmmmmmmy!" I said hugging her tight crying on her shoulder. "Baaaaaaaaabe I missed you so much." I said hugging y/n seeing the lord come in. "Hi Jesus Heavenly Father." I said bowing down. "You have really nice friends ones to make you feel that your ok even though y/n was safe up here with me and you couldn't see her." Jesus said as I looked at him. "You kept her safe that's all that matters." I said hugging the lord.
"I love you babe." I herd y/n said as I teared up again.
"I missed your voice I missed your looks I missed everything about you babe." I said hugging y/n tightly.
