He was the one that saved me

Survive

We finally arrive and we are currently inside. The guys are getting ready for their practice while I slip out of the room and start walking away. I finally find the bathroom. I get in and lock the door. I slide against the door. The tears start coming from my eyes. I pull my sleeves up and just look at my wrists. The old scars are around my wrists. I close my eyes. Maybe I should give life one more chance. 

" Are you okay?"

I hear Yoongi's voice at the other side of the door. My eyes widen. What?! He...

"I'm fine"

"I know what you are thinking and it's not the right choice. Killing yourself wont do anything. Open the door please" 

I get up and open the door "We gotta stop doing this" 

He gives me a kiss on the check "I will help you. I promise you will never be alone" 

"Thank you Yoongi" 

But I know..i feel it that my demons have yet to woken and this is just the start of all. That my struggles have yet to start. I just hope that after the war with my demons that I will have won it and not the demons. The most that I fear at this time is that the demons will win, I don't know how strong they are or what their plan is, I only know is that I need to be ready and when the time comes I will need to fight my best. But will I have enough strength...

For now I need to stay in the present and not get carried away towards the future. 

We were walking along the hall when he says

"You can always come talk to me when you have something on your mind. Don't you ever forget that" 

"Thank you" 

"Also stop saying thank you so much" He chuckles 

"I will try" 

We walk into the room and all eyes are on us. Yoongi doesn't seem to notice or care because he continues to chat with me

"I am honored that you love my music" 

"I don't know how i would live without your music. It has helped me a lot. Heck BTS music has helped me in my dark moments" I tell him honestly 

He just smiles widely. I sit on the floor and just watch as the guys start. I dance at my seat and mouth the words. The guys start fooling around and joking around a bit. 

They take a small break. I pick my phone and start surfin on the net.

"Hey how were we?" Tae sits next to me

I smile at him "You guys were awesome like always" I pat him on the shoulder

"Really? You think we were awesome?"

"Yes"

"Who looked handsome?" He winked at me

I chuckle and before i can answer him we hear a whistle. We look and see Yoongi. He is...glaring at Tae. He gestures Tae to come to him. I look Yoongi confused and then I look at Tae. He shrugs at me also confused

"Hold on, be right back" 

I nod and watch how he walks to Yoongi. I watch how they start talking.  Tae starts laughing and pointing Yoongi. I raise an eyebrow as I watch them. Yoongi doesn't seem so amused, he looks more grumpy. After a while of talking between them Tae come back to me and sits next to me. 

"So who looked the most handsome?" Tae winks

I laugh

"Tae!! Come on! Break is over"