Layers to Life

Never Been Us

Standing here
watching you smiling...
There is a chaos in my head
whether to feel happy for you
or actually let myself feel the pain...
the pain which I can't escape even in the spaces between the seconds...
It hurts,it actually does, a lot....

But,I can't & I won't let you see
how its affecting me
watching her where I was once

and the scent wait what! I zoned out again and we are only
inches apart...
And in no time I realize it's never been us...