In the afternoon I was thinking how could Jake do that I wanted to cry so much because I lost the 2 most important people in my life and I will never forgive myself. I called Jake 8 times he have not picked up his phone I started to worry and I said to myself that I will see him at school today and tell him what actually is going on.
I went to school at 8:00 the bell had rang and I had him for 3rd period and once I walked in I saw him and Alex KISSING I thought they were going to swallow each other face off, I sat down in front of them my heart shattered in a million's of pieces I didn't know what to do. The day went by and I still wonder why he did that.
I was walking pass the hall in our school and I saw winter ball is coming up and I was thinking that Jake said he would take me but i guess not anymore and when he said "HE LOVED ME" did he mean it.
I was over thinking so much things and it kinda made me wanna cry more and more I lost my mom, my boyfriend, and my best-friend that is now my enemy.
I saw Jake and Alex walking down the halls holding hand I had to past by them I just looked at Jake the whole time and he looked at me, then I looked down
I was walking home and I arrived at the door step starring at the front door and realized that I left my keys inside and I was really really mad about that, and my dad was at work and he comes home 11:00 at night. I sat down in by the door step waiting for him it was really cold and I realized that I hadn't packed a jacket.
I was falling asleep until someone approached me and it was
"JAKE" I said blinking my eyes multiple times
"NO its your father, I told you not to stay up late" he said calmly
"ouhh..... I left my keys inside and so as my phone" I said getting up
"Its freezing out here, why didn't you go Jake house and called me from there" dad said opening the door
"We broke up and he went with Alex" I said rubbing my eyes
"You're ALEX" he said looking at my eyes
"Yes... I know its a little awkward but he choice who he wanted to be with" I said taking my shoes off
"well dad, I'm going up stairs, GOODNIGHT" I said slouching
I was to lazy to hope in the shower, I checked my phone Jake called me 5 times, just by looking at it I wanted to cry because the things he said to me.
RINNGGNNGNG
"HELLO" I said nervously
"ANA" JAKE MOM said
"Yes, Mrs.Jones" I said getting up from bed
"DID you know that Jake is in the hospital" She said crying
"NO, why what happened" I said going down stairs
"He was involved in a car crash, He is in JOHN HOPKINS HOSPITAL" she said shaking
"I'M here with him but I thought I call you to let you know" SHE SAID breathing loudly
"okay I will be right there...BYE"I said running down the hall
"DAD DAD DAD DAD DAD DAAAAAAADD, you have to drive to Hopkins Hospital" I said looking for my bag
"OKAY..... Mrs.Jones texted me" he said grabbing his keys.
(WHAT HAPPEN WITH JAKE)
(WILL HE BE OKAY FIND OUT NEXT ON TO FAR TO LOVE)
