never give up

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The weekend was long and boring. I haven't been able to focuss on my work and I also lost the important swim competition. I felt awefull. The bad weekend wasn't the only reason. I still didn't have a reply from him. I tried his friends, but they told me they hadn't seen or heard from him just as I did.

Monday after school I decide to go to his house. I have a bad feeling, but I can't figure out what. His house isn't that far from me, 5 minutes walking, that's it.

When I walk towards the door I remember our first moment. I was going to a friend and walked by his house. Out of nowhere a ball hitted my face and a little boy ran into me. "Sorry"he said, "I'm very bad with balls. It won't happen again!" It was the cutest boy I had ever seen. He was around 7 years old and had big green eyes and curly brown hair. "It's okay" I replied, "I'm sure one day you will be a proffesional." At that moment He joined the conversation. I was stunned by his beautifull eyes. It was as if you looked into the deepest of his heart and for a moment I was frozen. "Well I see James has made a friend already." The little boy laughed and ran off with his ball. "I'm sorry about him" He said to me "my baby brother is a bit clumpsy, I hope you are okay?" For a moment I didn't know what to say. Stuttering I was able to answer: "I... I'm .... ff..fine" "Good!" He answered. I gotta go, but I'll see you soon!" and he ran off.

It seems like yesterday since I first met him. I walk to the door.

When I ring the doorbell no one is answering. I ring again, but still there's no sound. I decide to go via the backyard. From the big tree in their garden I hear some music. The tree house has always been our place. We got our privacy and had a beautiful night view on the stars. This special treehouse was the place I got my first kiss. It was the most romantic night of my life. He had lighted candles and decorated everything with flowers. He had sneeked in some expensive champagne from his parents and laying in the cabin we stared at the stars. Words weren't spoken and it just happened. His lips touched mine and it was the best feeling in the world. From that moment I knew for sure he was the boy of my dreams. Since then we have always been together.

When I arrive at the stairs the music suddenly stops. "hey?!" I say, hoping for an answer. No answer. I climb up the stairs, but halfway he answers "please leave, I'm not in the mood." It's not stopping me and I climb up. When I arrive upstairs I'm shocked.